Well I feel like shit :)

Jan 16th

I thought Fridays were meant to be fun. Not when they start with whole year photos evidently. I have discovered that I am incapable of producing a smile and will therefore look like an ogre in all photos of me. Yay... :( So yeah first period we were all shoved into the sports hall whilst a bunch of timid little children just stood there and WATCHED us all like we were dogd in a pet shop or something... I now notice what a shit example that was but whatever. Then some fat bloke with a beard tried to arrange us to stand between red dots or something. I mean it was blatantly never gonna work, we have the worst year group in the school. All our teachers hate us, woops. And then he tried to make us look nice and have our sleeves rolled down and it was just quite stupid. And all the slags in our year just ballsed it all up by doing stupid stuff... and then there's this girl called Laura standing not too far away who is positively petrified of cameras... LOL. I couldn't actually see her but I can picture the look on her face of pure terror :L Can't wait to see it, get a copy and cross out the faces of all the people I hate :D Ah crap times :/ I'm fed up with school and people and categorisation... it's all just so superficial and pathetic more than anything: I'm going to make other people look bad because I'm so insecure that I don't want them to say stuff about me. Therefore I will act like a complete whore in attempts to look confident. Whatever girly...
On the plus side, I missed Biology :) But then had French and just couldn't really be bothered and did nothing pretty much. At break I had to go see Mr Eastwood about my CW and stuff and he called me Rachel :O RACHEL! WTF! You've taught me for like two years, the most you could do is learn my fricking name you utter tramp! He STILL hasn't got rid of his stupid beard and gay glasses and I have decided that it is no longer remotely attractive and makes him look like a complete gorm :(:(:( SCREW HIM!! HMPH :(
Psychology was a bit bleurgh cause it turns out that everyone's coursework was on like a grade lower so we all have to change it and make it good... apart from meggie and lar who are A* 40/40... bitches -.- Nah I am really pleased for them and I'm just taking out my frustration on them because I have no one to scream at in person atm. At lunch I had to go see Mr Eastwood AGAIN! Which I was not too glad about seeing as he called me the wrong name and then turned up like 20minutes late... in which time I could've eaten (maybe that's why I'm in a foul mood... I have not had substantial amounts of food) and then afterward, I couldn't find anyone that I knew! But then had a hugging protest with Tom and Simon which was funny: we were protesting that no one hugged enough anymore... then we discussed Kathryn's boobs LOL! Which are perrfect -.- Anyway, awkward subject...
In English we read more of the play and debated the fact of what a BITCH Beatrice is... don't let me go off on one again, I got really angry with a made up person from 1955 Brooklyn, cause I'm sad :)
Aaaaaaaaaaand Chemistry sucked. Why? Because it was chemistry. That's allI got so far, pretty valid point in my eyes. SO meh :/
Then on the bus EURGH! This brat of a kid wouldn't swap places with me so I could sit by my friend, I mean what's the harm in him moving back ONE seat?!?!?!?!?!?! Oh I hate pretentious snobs like that! Plus he was like in year 7 or something I was like show a bit of respect you tosser! Plus he smelled of BO, he could at least shower... *CRINGE* yeuuurgh.
Then got home and fell asleep again: what The HELL?! I am sooooo confused... I didn't even feel tired! All I remember is like waiting for a video to load or something, then nothing. Then my brother and his friends faces by my door, then nothing. Then my Dad came in at like half past 8 and was like it's tea time. What is wrong with me?! I'm some sorta FREAK!! Ugh whatever. So yeah, has not been one of my better days :(
And on the depressing note, I shall leave you.... bwahahahahaha :P
Laterss xx