Would like to start by saying MIKE PISS OFF! Silly rude child who I hate since Saturday -.-

Friday: Last day of term, whoop whoop. I can't even remember what happened :S Non school uniform day, erm that was like it. But Steph was down XD She's like my friend's best friend who live is like Yorkshire, but she was in Bristol and it was fuuuuuuuurrrrrn XP Nothing else really worth a mention I don't think O_O

Saturday: Happy Valentine's Day :( And what a good one it was :'( Granted ALL my VD's have been crappy but this year's was extra bad. Started with packing old people's bags in CO-OP to raise money for Rwanda (YAY!!!!) So that was all fun, then was meant to be meeting up with Simon afterwards, but he never showed :/ So I just went home, played on Rio's wii which is just the funniest thing, I LOVE it! After a couple of hours he phone's me saying "Where are you?" Honestly, what a dweeb :L He was adamant that I had said to meet up at three, not twelve, 'cause he's an ass like that. Soooooo long story short we just didn't meet up.
Bummed around at home for a bit on my own and then Mike (STOP READING THIS!) my ex shows up, I was like erm okay. And then for some crazy reason, I think I came out of myself in some freak supernatural distortion of the universe glitch moment, I ended up going out with him and my brother. Both of who had alcohol. And I'd already had 3 glasses of wine and was feeling "happy" as I left the house. Then I just drank more of their booze and got really quite drunk. I hot my head on a stone wall apparently, and asked my ex boyfriend to marry me. How freaking embarrassing :( And then, it gets better! I ended kissing him :O TWICE! I don't remember anything else, how bad is that :S I made such an arse of myself, I feel so bad. But in all fairness he was the one who took advantage of me in my drunken state, I am not the one to blame, he gave ME alcohol -.-
What's worse is that when I got home, I remember this part, I went online and for snother crazy out of body universe glith poop moment, I told Simon of my night's events, telling myself I didn't want to lie to him or some crap like that. ALWAYS LIE DAMMIT! Anyway, he said that he didn't love me the whole time, had feelings for some other girl whose just the prettiest damn thing going, and broke up with me. Yay :( I went to bed after that, or rather cried myself to sleep :/ Not good stuff :(

Sunday: Woke up, realised I had just been dumped the night before or on VALENTINE'S DAY! So much for love, realised I had quite a bad hangover, and went back to sleep. Reawoke like 2 hours later feeling like my head was actually there this time, and then cried. And didn't stop crying all day. Granted I made a playlist of all the sad songs on my iTunes, watched Titanic, The Notebook, and PS I Love You, but that's just not the point. It was actually like the worst day of my life. I tried to talk to Simon but it didn't go too well. I got angry at myself, blocked him, regretted it, unblocked him, cried some more, the general cycle of the dumpee. Or is the dumpee the one who dumped? Oh I dunno whatever, I felt rather depressed :(

Monday: Due to state of immense misery, did no work and played on Rockband instead in attempts to make myself feel better. Spent all day mentally hitting myself a lot seeing as I was all out of tears and was entering stage of moping and regretting rather than sadness. All in all, another crap day to add to my holiday collection.

Tuesday: Packed and tidied all day. Going to France tomorrow, I can't wait to get away from it all. 4 days of isolation, let the phasing out process commence I say XD Have been a bit mindless really today. Haven't thought about anything and can't remember doing anything other than clean and watch X-men. :S. I guess it's kind of a good thing though, meant I didn't have to feel bad. I dunno :/ But I have to get up at 5:30 tomorrow :'( KILL ME NOW!!

Well I guess I'd best be off.
Feel sorry for me :D
Laterss xx