Hmmmm, ponder ponder...

Yo bizzle :P
How are we all? I've missed you :D Haven't been able to post because of exam prepping related stuff and I've been BANNED from the computer by my dear family =)

Bastards -.-

It's quite frustrating when everything that ever goes wrong in the household gets blamed on me :O Not fair I think :( But yes, they have exiled me from my computer and seeing as I don't yet have the internet on my laptop and chances are won't because I can't be bothered to phone up Mr BT =), I am unable to post to my darling readers... gush.
Anyway, in other news I feel like poop and have no friends :D WHOOP WHOOOOOOOOOOP!!
In a way I think it's kinda a good thing cause it means that I can focus solely on my GSCEs and just make sure I get good grades and I won't be disracted... but then I think screw that, what good is an A in Religious Education if you're not happy?! :/
But yeah I was at a party on Saturday and they were all there and it was fine, even though they didn't really talk to me all that much but I can overlook that. What really got me was I went outside for a bit 'cause I was too hot and just needed some air, told them then left. And then I was just sat outside on my own for what must've been like a half hour. Then Jodie and Kaz came outside and I was like "Oh hi guys," and they didn't even know I was there. I was like well thanks for recognising that I've been gone for the past 30 minutes girls. Then I blanked them tehe.

Orange squash does not taste goos with toothpaste.
Stay cool guys, use aftersun :) YAY for the sun though... it's the only good thing in my life at the minute other than my awesome bus crewage and RIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... even if she IS leaving ;P

Laterss xx

Shoot Me.

Glad I got that one out my system...
So, I've been back at school for three days and already I want out. I want Easter back, I didn't get any chocolate or time to relax due to revision and rubbish stuff like that which depresses me.
To be honest I think I'm just over reacting to stupid little irrelevant issues mainly because of menstruation :/ But recently everything's just been getting on top of me and my friends really aren't helping me out by, to put it bluntly, ignoring me... or rather choosing not to notice my existence. Whatever it is, in the holidays I didn't see them at all. That's a lie I saw one of them once, and that was it. And Now I get back to school and in three days they've said the same amount of words to me. And I know that I'm sounding reall selfish talking about it now but like I know I used to be in their little group and now they're shunning me for some reason that I don't know; I actually don't have a clue what I've done wrong, and perhaps I haven't and they're just getting closer but it's like "Thanks guys, make me feel like poop" :)
But what's annoying me more than them actually not talking to me is that individually, I love them so much but when they're together they are so inconsiderate of everyone else and I dunno, they just don't see how they effect other people and it's frustrating. And it's really bad for me because the way they're acting means I'm gonna be all on my own in sixth form 'cause they're just gonna go off and do their own thing, I understand that, but my best friend os leaving and some of my other close friends :'( So that leaves me with no one really :/ Which could be interesting...
I bet now they'll read this and go all psycho on me and be like "Ooooh Sarah was bitching about us on the interneyt, we hate her now"
Poo it, je m'en moque...

That and I don't think I'm managing this break up too well. It's not really that I miss him, it's that I miss being with someone and I just can't deal with that at the minute seeing as my "friends" are just bumming off and my family are frustrating me measureable amounts and having jabs like everyday and revising and having to talk french to madame rondomer since my french teacher left on maternity leave AND generally just stressing about lots. It's not going too well :/

So I'll just leave you to do with that information as you wish. Feel sorry for me :)

Laterss xx

ARGH!!

Woweeee, golly peeps it's been an age since I was ast on here :O
And so much for me sticking to once a day - HAH! I think we ALL knew that wasn't ever happening XD
But I'm gonna try and get back into it, now that my laptop's been ressurected, yipee's :) Yeah, it died for about two months and then I spoke to some German guy on the phone, who after about three hours confirmed that it was definitely broken - Well yes...
Then he sent me a new hard drive but that didn't work either so I had to phone up some Indian blokey who was much more helpful and nicer. I don't think I've ever heard anyone so enthusiastic about fixing a computer: what a nice chappy!

SOOOOOOOOOoooooo, I bet you're not wondering how I've been but I'm going to tell you all anyway :D Enjoyyyyy xx

Errmmmmm, now that I think about it, not much has happened, besides my eventful break up with Simon... so that's fun huh?!
Eventful was probably the wrong word, it wasn't very eventful at all so that's just me lieing (lying?) and yahhh, wunderbar.
OH! And sometime in school I saw some girl balancing on a wall with my friends. It was funny, we were ll wishing her to fall off. Sadly she didn't but, even better I s'pose, her friend pulled down her trousers = LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! I laughed quite a bit :L
Then we walked past her laughing lots and lots, much like jelly tots. Who now have mouths and voice boxes :D Yes it's true :)
Other than that I'm totally swamped with homework and revision and exam preparation... GAH! I'm going to fail! And the vast amounts of extra pressure from my dad really doesn't help, I nearly hit him the other day... stupid fat man >:(
But HAPPY EASTER!! Hope you all had good days and consumed too much alcohol, maybe that was just me... unfortunately I'm sobering up XP

That's all really :) How exciting I know :L
I'll keep you updated with any, erm, updates anyway :)
Mucho Gusta %)

Laterss xx