Shoot Me.

Glad I got that one out my system...
So, I've been back at school for three days and already I want out. I want Easter back, I didn't get any chocolate or time to relax due to revision and rubbish stuff like that which depresses me.
To be honest I think I'm just over reacting to stupid little irrelevant issues mainly because of menstruation :/ But recently everything's just been getting on top of me and my friends really aren't helping me out by, to put it bluntly, ignoring me... or rather choosing not to notice my existence. Whatever it is, in the holidays I didn't see them at all. That's a lie I saw one of them once, and that was it. And Now I get back to school and in three days they've said the same amount of words to me. And I know that I'm sounding reall selfish talking about it now but like I know I used to be in their little group and now they're shunning me for some reason that I don't know; I actually don't have a clue what I've done wrong, and perhaps I haven't and they're just getting closer but it's like "Thanks guys, make me feel like poop" :)
But what's annoying me more than them actually not talking to me is that individually, I love them so much but when they're together they are so inconsiderate of everyone else and I dunno, they just don't see how they effect other people and it's frustrating. And it's really bad for me because the way they're acting means I'm gonna be all on my own in sixth form 'cause they're just gonna go off and do their own thing, I understand that, but my best friend os leaving and some of my other close friends :'( So that leaves me with no one really :/ Which could be interesting...
I bet now they'll read this and go all psycho on me and be like "Ooooh Sarah was bitching about us on the interneyt, we hate her now"
Poo it, je m'en moque...

That and I don't think I'm managing this break up too well. It's not really that I miss him, it's that I miss being with someone and I just can't deal with that at the minute seeing as my "friends" are just bumming off and my family are frustrating me measureable amounts and having jabs like everyday and revising and having to talk french to madame rondomer since my french teacher left on maternity leave AND generally just stressing about lots. It's not going too well :/

So I'll just leave you to do with that information as you wish. Feel sorry for me :)

Laterss xx