UGHHHH!
School SUCKS!
And exams SUCK!
And my friends SUCK!
And my love life SUCKS!
And my rents SUCK!
I've not even had that bad a day, but it still SUCKED!
I've decided to leave school next year and go to sixth form somewhere else, I just can't stay in that shit hole anymore with those shit people, its so fucking messed up. I can't wait to get out and be free from this maHOOsive mountain of bullshit, it is SO frustrating!!
And I'm tired of coming home and sobbing about it, it STINKS!!
I want out, I hate it sooooo much! And I've told my parents and my Dad is being so ace about it, he's like "yeah you should go for it, just get it sorted out soon" but my mum is being a total a-hole and just pretending to be the caring mother when she judt wants me to follow my brother's example and go to the same school as him. Then she had the cheek to say that I was just "jumping on the band-wagon" because Rio (MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND!!!!!!!!) is going there... WELL DUH!! I mean it's blatantly influencing me a lot but added onto all the shit that's been flying everywhere recently, is it any fucking wonder that I HATE where I am and want to change it?!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU TOSSPOT POOHEAD WOMAN! It's so awful to have to sit there and listen to her drone on about how I'm not going to like going to a new school and blah blah blah same points over again. Firstly, how am I even going to know if I like it WHEN I HAVEN'T BEEN?! And secondly, you're not producing a very convincing argument saying the same thing fifty times over, it's hardly gonna swuade my decision!
ON TOP OF THAT!!!!! Exams are being cruddy and I hate them :( Which was obvious to start with but URGH I'm just stressing vast amounts :( It seems right now that there are no elements to my life which are POSITIVE apart from my bus journey's, which are always very funny lol.
That's it, the end... bye bye :(
Laterss xx
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If I may be so bold as to offer advice, put up with it. Sure, you're going to be frustrated, but I find that if you tell somebody to leave you alone for a night, relax with a 2 liter of soda and a good night's rest, you'll have a better day. Sure, you'll always encounter shit from people. Push through it. It's human nature to ensure your survival. If it's romantic issues, I can't help you. My infatuation is not resolved either. However, for everything else, you can tune it out. Find a way of channeling your anger toward a positive route. Personally, I punch concrete. Not only does it make me feel better about myself, it's a great trick to show little kids... Most of all, cheer up. Fantasize about causing pain those you hate. NEVER consider it.
ReplyDeleteMost of all: Try to look at both sides. You say your mother's being a bitch. I could say that she has a valid point. Parents aren't telepathic (though paranoia says otherwise). For example, I wanted to go to the college my brother is enrolled in. However, my mother hounded me about getting different options. Even after looking at different colleges with my major, she still wouldn't get off my back about this. So, I told her why I wanted to go there, and she shut up. "It feels like home. No other place I've been to has." Just speak with your whole self, not just your heart or your head, and you will succeed.
You're right...
ReplyDeleteFirst time I read your comment I was really angry at you but I think I'd just had a really bad day and was in a really bad mood, which is fairly obvious I feel :S
However, after re-reading it, I realise that there is nothing I can do, I just have to deal with it... as for "channeling my anger toward a positive route", I really don't believe I'm capable of that :L
Thanks anyway, I was in need of a reality check :)
Laterss xx