Evening all... well it's nearly morning but lets not go into that. Actually lets.
Okay so it's Sunday night and I have school tomorrow after having a three day weekend (my bus was cancelled cause the motorway died or something) and I have lots of homework in tomorrow. How much of it have I done you ask? None. Nil. Nada, zilch, rien! Why am I such a twat?! I promised myself at the start of this year that I wouldn't allow myself to get bogged down in it all, that I'd be an ace student and work hard for once. And to be honest I'd been doing really well! But christ this past week I've just been awful! I shouldn't even be on here now, but the vague concept of doing my homework scares the shit out of me! It's so damn hard and I just donn't understand any of it! On top of that, because some pillock drove his car into a elctricity pylon on the motorway whilst they were doing road works, I couldn't get into school and all my books are in my locker! FUUUUUUCK! I have a psychology test tomorrow and haven't been able to revise, I'm trying to do a huge research profile thing on the fluid mosaic model of cell membranes for biology and don't have the questions I'm meant to be answering, I have to make notes on a poem I don't actually have right now to do a presentation to my English class and it's just all gone tits up. HELP PLEASE!!!
1 minute to tomorrow...
1 minute til I'm meant to have finished my work...
Bollocks :(
12:00am... morning folks :/
I don't even know what to wear today for school :S Which is annoying because everyday everyone else comes in looking amazingly beautiful and I'm just sat there in jeans and a T-shirt not even trying... like the little tramp I am :( Fuck 'em :L
Oh well, New York in 6 days :D YIPEEEEE! I'm so excited :P It's gonna be so awesome, and I won't have to worry about anything and just wooohhoooooooooo XD Then after NY It's Halloween which means PARTAAAAYYYYYYY! Yesterday me and my mum went shopping to get some stuff for our American adventure and ended up in Asda going Halloween mad :D Accidentally spent like 100 quid on decorations and costumes and that :S Woops. Oh well, it was worth it! Halloween is like my favourite celebration/holiday/whatever it is lol. I's so much fun and I get to go crazy... plus all the horror stuff is just ny favourite thing ever :D Anyone watching Harper's Island atm? It's totally shite, but gore galore! I love it <3 One of my friends is also having a party a couple of days before so its double fun for me :D Even though hers won't be as good as mine ;) Je blague, her parties are always funny, we end up going out dressed as weirdos and harrassing the local population lol :D
Poop I really should be getting on with this work... Hopefully if I just wing it in the test I should be okay (Psychology's one of my stronger areas: A* in GCSE :D) and do the poem at luunch with Son it'll all be okay. And I guess I'm nearly finished on this Bodge stuff... my teacher shouldn't care too much tbh, he's a total pushover...
Rught then, toodles friends :)
Bisous xx
Sunday, 18 October 2009
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
blurgzmah :S
A levels are hard :( And there are so many tests to do and essays to write and it's just such a hige step-up from GCSE :S I knew it would get a lot more difficult but this is just ridiculous :( Plus the head of sixth form (Tinman... what a douche!) has taken away two of my free periods, i only had five to start with, and they're for ridiculous things: 'cause I've taken French for AS he's making me have a lesson talking to the french student whose here for the end of the year. It's me, her and some other girl in my class whose just amazing at languages, but we just sit in this tiny little room which is like a freezer (icicles are forming on the ceiling i tell you!) and we say nothing. It's a total waste of time :( Then my other taken-away-free-in-which-I-could-go-to-Costa-in-and-revitalise-due-to-coffee is replaced with Critical thinking. Which is piss easy! We just talk about arguments and watch Monty Python lol. Plus it doesn't matter what grade I get in it for the AQA Bac, so long as it can be proved that I sat the test. I could sit there and write nothing and still pass-ish :/
OH THIS IS SO GAY!!!! I just finished writing this post and tried to publish it when my internet conveniently decided to DIE!!! It was really long and cool as well :/
Oh dear... It was pretty much just about my lessons/teachers/canadian substitute teachers and shizzzzz then I got excited about Eddie Izzard then realised the time (:S) and left :L
In a nut shell... ;)
Laterss xx
OH THIS IS SO GAY!!!! I just finished writing this post and tried to publish it when my internet conveniently decided to DIE!!! It was really long and cool as well :/
Oh dear... It was pretty much just about my lessons/teachers/canadian substitute teachers and shizzzzz then I got excited about Eddie Izzard then realised the time (:S) and left :L
In a nut shell... ;)
Laterss xx
Monday, 12 October 2009
YAWWWWWWWNNNN
Sarah is boreddddddddd :( And needs her ace readers to listen to her whinge :D Gee I love the internet ;)
SO! It's been like a month since I last posted and the post before that was like another month ago... I'm so awful at keeping track of this little blog :S Sorry to anyone who reads my scribbles and is gripping their seat for the next chapter... awh who am I kidding, I'm the only one who reads it when I have nothing better to do and feel like moping over my own misery... BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAaaaaaaa I really need a social life :/
Talking of social-ness (word?), I'm having a pretty crap tme. No surprises there. This whole palava's (really wanted to write pavlova there) been playing out for like the past year and I still haven't done anything about it :O It's silly. I need to formulate a plan wherein I ditch my crappy friends who annoy me, ignore me and most likely hate me... I always get the feeling that they're bitching about me when they're together and I'm not. They might not be and I might just be paranoid, or it could be I WANT them to be bitching about me, at least then they'd recognise I was an actual person, maybe it would mean they care...
To be honest with you I'm making this a little exaggerated, it's not so bad now as it used to be... I can sorta talk to them now and if I don't feel like that I'll go and chat to the guys instead. How come guys are always so much more chilled that girls? I never understood that! They can freely laugh about things and girls just moan and bitch! I know that's exactly what I'm doing right this second but it totally doesn't count on this thing!! Meh :/
Also I really think I'm overly sexually frustrated (yes I admit it... but who the hell isn't when they're 16?!). I'm in love with my English teacher, even though he has a wife, is like 20 years older than me and may or may not have a child :S I think I got him confused with another teacher in the school and just made up his imaginary son... I think his name was Fraser lol. I pray that he is imaginary!!!!!!! Adding to his list of bad points he supports Man U (CHEATS!) and makes BAAing noises when reading Ted Hughes. Other than that he's just perfect... he's the nicest man on the planet, he would never put anyone down or make them feel bad about themselves. He's one of those guys who looks like a little lost puppy who would never hurt a fly; the ones you just wanna give a huge hug to. Gorgeous beautiful wondrous man, and I can't have him :( Giant sad face to the maximum level of depression :'( Tears are spilling from my eyes (joke... or je blague in french, which I now say ALL the time so, that's what it means if ever I write it lol). Anyway, the sentiment reamins... I'm in love with Mr Grimmet. And I miss Mr Eastwood and his luxury beautness. Sob.
Sylvia Plath is depressing btw. We're studying her poems with him at the minute and I come out of every lesson like 'what's the point in life?!' It makes me feel physically ill reading it... I might just go pop my head in the oven with the gas turned up high and blow myself to shreds like she did! It's only Monday as well! And I only have 2 frees this week (seeing as they've taken loads away from me... bloody french and critical thinking. Which I don't even wanna do tbh but I have to so I can get an extra qualification and do an extended project (WTF I know!!) next year and get this AQA Baccalaureat thingumabob which apparently looks good on University applications. I've done volunteer work in Africa for pete's sake what more do you want?!) where was I? Free periods... I had five, I now have two... I know someone who has 14! how is that fair?! In what parallel universe does someone get and extra 12 frees when I'm stuck with two: obviously this fucking one!!! Piece of shite >:( Angry Sarah!!!!
Lots of school is making Sarah angry :( I got a D in my Biology test today, but on my last one I got a B, its like ARGH!!! What the hell?! And I did really well in my first English essay and then got C- on the next one!! I'm getting worse, not better... how bad is that?!
I'm losing the will with most things right now. Life is not going too well, though maybe one aspect is improving. Possible boy interest (this one's my own age! SCORE!)... he's called Callum and used to be a bit of a twat, he was in my tutor. But recently we've just been talking loads and we went out to Costa today which was nice... he wants to meet up again soon. That to me is a bloody good sign!! I bet now having said that it'll all go tits up like just about everything else in my life :S
Still, half term in like two weeks :D Going to New York for a couple of days with my famille and Rio, SO excited :D Should be amazing!!!!! And then after that it's Halloween and my parents have decided to be pretty cool (I give them too much trouble, they're pretty cool all the time tbh :D) and are throwing a huge party :D We used to have them every year at Xmas but for the past 4/5 years we've been away so parties have been on the small end of the spectrum which saddens me. Anyway, I wasn't gonna invite any of my "friends" so that my brother's lot could come instead and they're just so amazingly fun and unboring :D I love them :D But, not many people have replied to the email my mum sent round the other week and she's worried no one will turn up. Plus they somehow found out about it (might have accidently let it slip? :S) and are convinced that they're coming. Even though they'd hate it - they're so anti-good times and anti-alcohol they'd just be like 'this party sucks' when it would actually be fabulous and they're just gonna be gay like that... UGH!!! Still, I can't like refuse them now can I? It's just too rude :S
WOW! IT's like 20 to 12! I gotta wake up tomorrow morning :S Better be off :L
One more thing before I leave, in Biology today we had to do posters about cell membranes and shit and movement in and out of them and me and Liv had to do one on active transport... LOL it was hysterical :L It was one of those crappy activities where you're only allowed to use like 10 words and it should all be in pictures... So we demonstrated proteins with little pictures of fish and ATP as Albert the ATP ALien!!!! He was pretty much just a little circular blob with twigs for arms and feet, three eyes (to resemble the phosphates or some shiz like that) and two little blobble antennae things :D AND a huge smily face :D He's like my pride and joy, I love him with all my heart :D I even persuaded Mr Weston to use him to help his youger students understand phosynthesis lol... he won't do it, gay Mr Weston. He looks like a kettle to me lol.
LATE!! Right, byee :P
Laterss xx
SO! It's been like a month since I last posted and the post before that was like another month ago... I'm so awful at keeping track of this little blog :S Sorry to anyone who reads my scribbles and is gripping their seat for the next chapter... awh who am I kidding, I'm the only one who reads it when I have nothing better to do and feel like moping over my own misery... BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAaaaaaaa I really need a social life :/
Talking of social-ness (word?), I'm having a pretty crap tme. No surprises there. This whole palava's (really wanted to write pavlova there) been playing out for like the past year and I still haven't done anything about it :O It's silly. I need to formulate a plan wherein I ditch my crappy friends who annoy me, ignore me and most likely hate me... I always get the feeling that they're bitching about me when they're together and I'm not. They might not be and I might just be paranoid, or it could be I WANT them to be bitching about me, at least then they'd recognise I was an actual person, maybe it would mean they care...
To be honest with you I'm making this a little exaggerated, it's not so bad now as it used to be... I can sorta talk to them now and if I don't feel like that I'll go and chat to the guys instead. How come guys are always so much more chilled that girls? I never understood that! They can freely laugh about things and girls just moan and bitch! I know that's exactly what I'm doing right this second but it totally doesn't count on this thing!! Meh :/
Also I really think I'm overly sexually frustrated (yes I admit it... but who the hell isn't when they're 16?!). I'm in love with my English teacher, even though he has a wife, is like 20 years older than me and may or may not have a child :S I think I got him confused with another teacher in the school and just made up his imaginary son... I think his name was Fraser lol. I pray that he is imaginary!!!!!!! Adding to his list of bad points he supports Man U (CHEATS!) and makes BAAing noises when reading Ted Hughes. Other than that he's just perfect... he's the nicest man on the planet, he would never put anyone down or make them feel bad about themselves. He's one of those guys who looks like a little lost puppy who would never hurt a fly; the ones you just wanna give a huge hug to. Gorgeous beautiful wondrous man, and I can't have him :( Giant sad face to the maximum level of depression :'( Tears are spilling from my eyes (joke... or je blague in french, which I now say ALL the time so, that's what it means if ever I write it lol). Anyway, the sentiment reamins... I'm in love with Mr Grimmet. And I miss Mr Eastwood and his luxury beautness. Sob.
Sylvia Plath is depressing btw. We're studying her poems with him at the minute and I come out of every lesson like 'what's the point in life?!' It makes me feel physically ill reading it... I might just go pop my head in the oven with the gas turned up high and blow myself to shreds like she did! It's only Monday as well! And I only have 2 frees this week (seeing as they've taken loads away from me... bloody french and critical thinking. Which I don't even wanna do tbh but I have to so I can get an extra qualification and do an extended project (WTF I know!!) next year and get this AQA Baccalaureat thingumabob which apparently looks good on University applications. I've done volunteer work in Africa for pete's sake what more do you want?!) where was I? Free periods... I had five, I now have two... I know someone who has 14! how is that fair?! In what parallel universe does someone get and extra 12 frees when I'm stuck with two: obviously this fucking one!!! Piece of shite >:( Angry Sarah!!!!
Lots of school is making Sarah angry :( I got a D in my Biology test today, but on my last one I got a B, its like ARGH!!! What the hell?! And I did really well in my first English essay and then got C- on the next one!! I'm getting worse, not better... how bad is that?!
I'm losing the will with most things right now. Life is not going too well, though maybe one aspect is improving. Possible boy interest (this one's my own age! SCORE!)... he's called Callum and used to be a bit of a twat, he was in my tutor. But recently we've just been talking loads and we went out to Costa today which was nice... he wants to meet up again soon. That to me is a bloody good sign!! I bet now having said that it'll all go tits up like just about everything else in my life :S
Still, half term in like two weeks :D Going to New York for a couple of days with my famille and Rio, SO excited :D Should be amazing!!!!! And then after that it's Halloween and my parents have decided to be pretty cool (I give them too much trouble, they're pretty cool all the time tbh :D) and are throwing a huge party :D We used to have them every year at Xmas but for the past 4/5 years we've been away so parties have been on the small end of the spectrum which saddens me. Anyway, I wasn't gonna invite any of my "friends" so that my brother's lot could come instead and they're just so amazingly fun and unboring :D I love them :D But, not many people have replied to the email my mum sent round the other week and she's worried no one will turn up. Plus they somehow found out about it (might have accidently let it slip? :S) and are convinced that they're coming. Even though they'd hate it - they're so anti-good times and anti-alcohol they'd just be like 'this party sucks' when it would actually be fabulous and they're just gonna be gay like that... UGH!!! Still, I can't like refuse them now can I? It's just too rude :S
WOW! IT's like 20 to 12! I gotta wake up tomorrow morning :S Better be off :L
One more thing before I leave, in Biology today we had to do posters about cell membranes and shit and movement in and out of them and me and Liv had to do one on active transport... LOL it was hysterical :L It was one of those crappy activities where you're only allowed to use like 10 words and it should all be in pictures... So we demonstrated proteins with little pictures of fish and ATP as Albert the ATP ALien!!!! He was pretty much just a little circular blob with twigs for arms and feet, three eyes (to resemble the phosphates or some shiz like that) and two little blobble antennae things :D AND a huge smily face :D He's like my pride and joy, I love him with all my heart :D I even persuaded Mr Weston to use him to help his youger students understand phosynthesis lol... he won't do it, gay Mr Weston. He looks like a kettle to me lol.
LATE!! Right, byee :P
Laterss xx
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