February 9th 2010 - Hit a barrier... in life.

All right, just shut it okay?! At least 2 days is better than 2 months, just deal!
I've already had a bad day, please don't make it worse!!
So, what have you missed out on in these recent, eventful days? Not a lot to be frank, Monday was alright I s'pose, but I was really tired, because a certain blogging site kept me distracted for quite some time after 12am, ahem. And we did some really interesting stuff in Biology about the HIV virus and how it becomes infected etc; and being the huge RENT fan I am, I've always been kinda curious about it... It's really cool, well its obviously nott, but the learning part was fun :) Now I just feel like I'm insulting HIV positive people :S Just stop Sarah.
OMG, I had one of those moments today, it was SO bad! I was at a RAG week committee (?) meeting at lunch today (RAG week is a tradition in my sixth form, where we dress up as silly things for the week and raise a huge amount of money for charity, and have a fair for the lower school, its all really cool) and I had an idea for a dres up theme, so put up my hand, and the leader of the committe (again, is that even how you spell committee????) asked me what it was... and I said "Sarah" as in MY NAME!!! I was like wtf are you doing you stupid child, and then because I was mentally battling with my inner alter ego - who is a total dweeb - I was like inable to answer her properly, and she just stared at me like I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. I felt so embarassed, even though like no one else heard... ugh bad times!!!
Sorry, there's a tangent for you :D Ooooh, I rearranged my room today! And now it all looks bigger and spacious and stuff, but I can't decide if I like it or not :S I sorta have more room to walk around, but surely that's more room for mess? And something about it just doesn't look right... hmmm.
I might just change it back tomorrow...
Also, I just downloaded Paolo Nutini's first album, because despite loving his music, I'd never listened to it, only the stuff he'd released, and awh it's really good, mucho love :)
But yes, bad day today, mainly because I was pretty tired anyway, and then got so stuck in Biology first 2 periods. We're doing stuff on biological molecules, and its all just chemistry... and we ALL know how much I hate chemistry! It's like last year again, I just kinda sit there looking totally blank, when normally I'm actually alright at bodge. And I flicked ahead in my text book, and we're gonna be doing chemistry stuff for lik ethe next three topics :( How am I going to pass this exam?!
Then in English, we were thinking of ideas for our short story and I just had no inspiration whatsoever; I feel like I can't be 'asked' to just whip up some dramatic prose, when I write it's because I'm bored or had a random idea or just felt like it, I'm really finding it difficult to do it under pressure and deadlines and stuff :/
Well, it's getting on a bit, and I shoulf really be sleeping currently, so I'm just gonna cut it short there...
Laterss xx