Basically just when I'm bored or stressed or excited and have no one to tell I am now sworn to ramble it all onto this little thing... which I wanna call Ned for some reason... Is Ned short for anything? I dunno... anyway, I shall just bleurgh everything onto here probably once a day :D It's gonna get kinda clogged I can tell :) Ah well... reading is good for the soul or the brain or something. Anyway... enjoy and comment/post/email me if you feel like it :D Laterss xx
Thursday, 29 January 2009
Actually had a really good day :O
Well it must be the dawn of the apocolypse or something bad like that, I just had a really funny, great day! English was kinda funny 'cause we were just sorting out CW, so I sat at the back copying Jodie's RE homework... no one tell the Humanities department ;) Shhhhhhhhh. In maths I had a wee strop because I got TRES confused and Mrs Johnston just refused to help me, so I kinda screamed at her repeatedly until she suddenly noticed me! Bitch -.- Chemistry was a LOL as per usual. You see I've discovered the art of chemistry now. Sit, doodle, challenge people to name the US's and then sing random indie songs with Hannah Simmons lol. Eastwood wasn't in History :( I missed him and his beautness. He is quite the toasty being after all. So yeah I did nothing. Then in Geography, Twatso Jackso was ILL! PAHAHA!! May he squirm in his own puke for eternity! Smelly tramp of a man. And THEN! Lol, the cover teacher lost the work he'd set so just told us to go bitesize :L Yes Martland, you legend. Me and Rio, as is our new obsession, set him the States Challenge. We were amazed. Not only could he name all the States, he also knew their capitals :O So we were sat there firing states at him, and he actually did know all of them, AMAZING! We were like "Wow, he's so sad, we HAVE to learn the names of he capital cities!!" 'cause thats the shizzle we get up to in our spare time! RE was DULL! I honest to God hate Mrs Spinney (LOL, she's called something like Deborah Jane Spinney... DJ Spinney... HOW FUNNY?!). She's an actual cow's ballsack! URGH! She screamed at Me, Son and Jodie today at least twelve times each... probably more for them, she seems to like me a little bit... EEEEEK! The devil hath befriended me! Ugh she's racist and picky and rude and whiny and lesbionic (the bad kind!) and just everything I generally hate about people! That lesbian comment there, I have nothing again them ata ll, I'm sure they're all lovely, but the thing is she looks like a man and I swear she had a sex change or something, AND she's a horrible peson. No offense lesbians XD But we did nothing of interest in the lesson, in fact we just plain did nothing. So lets review today then: ENG: nothing, MATHS: moaning fest and nothing, BREAK: giggled a fair bit about something stupid, CHEMISTRY: nothing, HISTORY: nothing, LUNCH: laughed some more and ranted about mushrooms, damn them!, GEOGRAPHY: nothing, RE: nothing. On the bus, there was me Jem and Rio on these two titchy seats, Jemma like sprawled on top of us. We all overheated and then made Jem take her coat and scraf off, not easy when in confined coach space! I got elbowed in the face like three times and her bony ass was digging into my thigh the whole journey :L So tha was fun lol. Got home and YAY! ONE TREE HILL IS BACK ON E4! So had a bit of a fetish at James Lafferty and broody Chad XD Tasty :P Then a Lost fest cause I'm in love with Desmond, who cares if he's not real?! Thendid some stuff, roleplayed, and showered 'cause my hair was greasy. OMG! This morning, I woke up and got into the shower, looked at my hair and it was fine, so put on my duck-shaped shower cap (XP). Got out of the shower, took Sock-Bunny the duck off (Jenni and her FRIENDS raves lol)and my hair had turned greasy. That's weird right?! But I was running late anyway and wasn't about to go back into the shower just for hy hair, sorry but it seemed rather futile! What a clever word I know. So yeah, had to shove my hair up in a messy bun which looked tidy and crap, I hate having to put my hair up, pees me off :( Sooooooooo that was about it LOL.
Just realised I have used NO paragraphs in this post... woops LOL
Laterss xx
Wednesday, 28 January 2009
SORRY! Have been distracted by new roleplaying site HAHA!!
So Monday I did NOTHING!, Just bugger all really, so that was fun :P I actually probably did quite a lot, but just can't remember it because it was ages ago and I forgot to post it whilst it was all in me head :P
Same with Tuesday actually. But I went to the dentist after school, or it might've been monday... I DUNNO! ARGH feeling old and decrepit! I love that word, go use it in conversation, spread it, like disease! LIKE CULLEN DISEASE! Yeah, I'm super back into Twilight now that me and Katy have reinvented it without Bella the slutty poop of a girl, I am not in liking of her much, can you guess? But yeah, she's not in it anymore and we're planning on throwing Rosalie out, so I get Emmett... he's the best vampire really... quite the toasty being, yummmmmy. Anyway the dentist... WOAH that's digression for you lol. So that was that and now my teeth are superly better than they were, not that they were bad, they're just better... don't you be thinking I've got hallitosis or something. Yeah I know what that means... I had a book called it when I was a kid about some kids whose dog had really bad breath but then she catches criminals. It's such a good book... I wanna find it... hmmmmmmm. Go buy it off amazon guys! It's a worthy read! All 10 pages lol! Can you not tell I'm hyper?!?!?! Wow, you ARE gormless :D
Wednesday! YAY FOR TODAY! Everybody give it a little clap. Just stand up and clap for Wednesday. Well done, you have completed your job well, high fives for Wednesdays! High fives and clapping and flowers and chocolates and maybe even an olympic medal XD 'Cause I have one of them lying around. No I don't. But I could, My uncle was a polevaulter for Britain. No that's a lie too, but he IS a trained volleyball umpire. TRUTH! Would I lie to you about these things?! Of course I would, but I'm not. I can tell I'm gonna read over this tomorrow and be really embarrassed and be sat there thinking "What the fuck am I writing?!" FUN!
School was fun, kinda, meh, yeah it was good actually. Had a bit of a rave about US states. In Geography me and Rio named them all. Then I tried to do it again on my own in Biology. I got 49, which I was dead chuffed with! Then ended up trying to think of the last one FOREVER! Nah was about 20mins, then Rio found out it was Indiana. Then realised Minnesota is a state too. So had 52 states, and a district (Columbia... though I embarrassingly called it Columbo today, people laughed at me!) Then I found out that Denver isn't a state, is in fact a city in some other state and is known as the mile high city. If you ever have a pop quiz and that comes up, you better post me and send me stuff! Not porn though... shut up Sarah.
So yeah, have been spending most every evening this week on roleplay site with Katy and have been like raving to Cullen love, yes Emmett you BEAST! I love describing how perfectly beautiful they all are, it's joyous XD We've also started carrying on with our HP story on there too XD And it's SUPER sweet... nawwwwhhhh I love it :D I'm gonna stop now before I ruin it and start craving Ron Weasley and then crying because he's fake...
Laterss xx
BISOUS XX
Sunday, 25 January 2009
WOOOPS... Have not been keeping my daily post promise, sorry tehe!
So haven't posted since thursday or something, so might as well just do the weekend as a whole instead of day by day... it might be long, but then again haven't really done much :/ We'll see :L
Okay so in my tests on Friday, I think I did crap in physics, cause I went through the entire paper and could only do like three questions... So copied off Jodie and Kathryn haha. Psychology was a lot easier than I expected, but having said that now I bet I get like a D :S TOUCH WOOD!!... yes bed post XD Although I did have to confirm a question with Lar about eyes lol. After that, it was only like a 30 minute test so we still had 20 minutes left, we started our new topic which is moral behaviour. So we were sat there reading the start of the chapter in the text book and it said at one point "You know it's wrong to cheat in an exam, but if someone's paper just happened to slip in front of you, would you look?" or some crap like that. Me and Lar just looked at each other like "No, we would NEVER cheat" *eye-rolling to the max* It was funny tehe. The rest of Friday was a laugh really... didn't do any work at all I don't think, wooops :D After school I had to get some gas people in my house. Basically, there are road works on my street at the minute, and they had to turn the gas off in my house for a day or something. So when I got home I had to ask them to turn it back on, at which they gave me weird looks! So they were sorting out my house, then told me I had a gas leak, I was like "Will I die?!" and they said yes as a joke... so I panicked lol. Then Rio came round and we just went super hyper, in front of the gas men who were so Bristolian it was hysterical, they said to me when they were done "You'll be safe now me babberz," I was crying with laughter :L And then we talked to them about 24 tehe. Then we got chinese takeout which was LOL! We were like, "Sweet and sour king prawn balls... BALLS!" Awh good times. And I talked things out with Ben too, coming to the conclusion that it wasn't really him I was angry at, it was the situation and he just happened to be in my firing line, regrettably :S So that was all good.
On Saturday I did nothing really. Started watching the Hartlepool game with my Dad whilst eating left over chinese food with lager, I'm telling you I have never felt so much like a man! Then me and my mum found like thousands of WHSmiths vouchers :L So went to the mall and just bought a load of stuff... and bumped into my ex who works there... he gave us staff discount bless him XD He was like "You can have £3 off that" lolz. And I bought Eclipse :O Despite hating New Moon :O:O It just kept jumping out at me and followed me around the whole shop, so my methodology was "If I buy it, it'll leave me the fuck alone!" Which it did! Therefore my brain is a genius :D Then I had babysitting at 8, and they both had friends sleeping round... so it was quadrouple trouble lol. I didn't see the girls at all, but played on the wii (for the first time ever... I NEED ONE! They're so fun XD) with the guys. Who are both like 10, and yet watch skins and south park... that's not good, right? :S Anyway, I think Sid's mate is now in love with me... EEEEK! I was like sitting on the floor in the dark trying to make them go to bed and hadn't said anything for agggeeeesssss, so I think they thought I'd left. And then this kid was like "Sarah's really nice and kind and is the best babysitter I've ever had, I really like her she's so cool" and what not, which is "I quite fancy her" in male ten year old language... or at least was when I was ten. So I was like "Ermmmm ARGH" in my head... then threw teddy bears at them and left :L
On Sunday my cousin was down in Bristol so me, mum, dad, em and her boyfriend met up with her for lunch at this really nice Italien restaurant called Carlo (Son, lets arrange it :L) and this awesome waitor dude kept giving me champagne and wine... I was like "CHEERS!" Slowly getting tipsier by the minute XD Which was embarrassing trying to walk back to the car in heels! Then when we got home we had MORE champagne and stuff, so now I'm feeling quite drunk :D And full up on cheese on toast :D BUT HAVE NO WORK IN TOMORROW!! YAYYYYY!!!!!!
Laterss xx
Thursday, 22 January 2009
Au Jord'hui - if that's even how you spell it :S
Found out that tomorrow I have TWO end of topic tests, both in the morning! Physics and Psychology... I havne't even prepared, I don't know what the hell goes on in physics, it just flies straight past me at rapid speed! WHOOOOOooooossshhh look at it go XD So how I'm gonna do a mini exam on it, bugger knows, just wing it as per usual. And Psychology will not be fun, don't even get the topic that we're doing, it's really hard :( So fuck that I can't be bothered... I should be but have properly lost the will to do anything. Just want the weekend. OMG JUST REMEMBERED! MY BASTARD SCHOOL HAVE STOPPED STUDY LEAVE! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Oh, my History's due in tomorrow. Such laughs. Shit.
Why do you distract me so Blogger? I need to do my work and yet you call to me... I hate you XD
So that's the shortest post of the decade! I think I'm still emotionally drained from my anger/misery/self pity testerday. Darn :/
Laterss xx
Weds... on Thurs... meh :/
School was fine, english maths french all good, not much really going on apart from excess amounts of screaming "MARCO" and "POLO" in English 'cause some dude in the play was called Marco and me and Jemma had t analyse him and shit. But yeah it carried on all day... and I have a feeling it will be one of our crazy moments that we remember for years tehe. Biology was a bit of a laugh... Jodie and I discovered penis transplants :L Ah that was quite funny XD That was pretty much it. Then we wanted sherbert... then linked the teo together lol. "I'm rather craving Sherbert Penis today..." good times.
After school was... really bad. Was on msn and just talking to some people then got added into a really huge group convo (with will in it... I used to like love him, then I found out what a back-stabbing, pretentious, selfish, spiteful, pompus prick he was) so closed it 'cause was like wtf? Will then opened up a convo with me which surprised me 'cause I'd deleted him from my contact list after telling him in a rather 'expressive' IM what I thought of him and that I didn't want anything to do with him anymore. SO yeah randomly IM's me saying 'that was a quick exit'... I was like WTF don't talk to me. And then he went on some rant about how he was done with me or something: been there, done that, got the freaking mug collection, let alone the T-shirt. Then he blocked me. Pffffffft, I don't even care. But was just reading the conversation between him and Jodie that was going on at the same time, and it's just bullshit. He pretends to be this angelic creation perfection and it's total bollocks! And now, I realise that I'm better than him. I'm a hundred times better than him. And I don't feel bad about saying that when normally I would, it's true. You're probably thinking "she said she didn't care and then went on some ramble about it, she blatantly does!" But there my friends you are WRONG! That is the background info, just you wait...
As this whole palava was taking place, no before, I was chatting away to Ben, whose one of Will's friends. He was in a joint convo with Jodie and Will. They were discussing me whilst I was ranting with Jodie and helping Ben with his food homework. Then got the rantage from will and was like okay whatever. Told Jodie who said that the three of them were talking about it in their little joint thing and that Ben had like written some of it for Will, so basically he thinks I'm a bitch too. After I helped him and am just generally a nice person to him pretty much all the time, other than being a bit sarky but that's just me. So I was kinda upset about that and told him, and he just 'for fuck's sake' and that was it... So I was sat there crying because I dunno it just really got to me and he was angry and Jode was getting angry at Will, and just everything stemmed from him, yet he denies everything and pretends to act all innocent and its just shit. I'm through with it, I fucking can't stand that kid shit-stirring anymore, it's complete bollocks.
AND I stayed up like til half one e-mailing my essay to my teacher over and over and over again because she's been nagging me about not giving it to her, when I've sent it like 20 times. Ugh. But she did get it in the end so YAY!
Other than that it's allmeh. Slowly getting through my large pile of work which makes a change. Hmmm.
Laterss xx
Tuesday, 20 January 2009
20th Jan - History trip... fun :S
After waking up at 5 in morning after like 3 hours of sleep, which was a stupid move on my part, I had to go on my coursework field trip. With no one that I knew and could for certain call them a 'friend'. Anyway on the coach was sat like right behind the teachers which was surprisingly okay, and next to two people who I get on with-ish, in small doses at least. But having to talk to them for three hours in a tin can was not my idea of fun. And then I tried to read my book and they carried on whinging, so I put my iPod on to drown them out, but they got LOUDER! Ugh why couldn't they see that I was giving definite fuck-off signals and just shut up?! It was rather obvious I thought...
Then the coach died. So THAT was fun. And whiey 1 and whiney 2 continued whining constantly. Yay. I give up with people. They aren't worth the trouble half the time and then when they are we always somehow find fault in them. So bleh. Yeurgh. And errlack :(
When we got there we had to go and do some crappy sheet on "the Blitz Experience"... depressing... but I copied Rob so it was all good. In fact spent most of the day with Rob, who I now class as my best History friend in the world :L It was so funny, he thought he saw me and so started talking to me about something, turned out it was some girl from another school tehe. Isn't that funny now I describe it but we were in fits lol. Then, it was REALLY bad, we had to go through this section called "the Blitz through the eyes of children" or something like that... and being the emotionally retarded fuckup that I am, just knew I would cry whilst in there. Three guesses what happened. Yeah whilst the rest of the class were pissing around and being disrespectful little shits, I read all the poems, all the letters, all the statements. Was SO sad. There was this one poem thing about a mother grieving as her child was blown up in front of her eyes... I mean you don't have a heart if that doesn't jerk a few tears. Then there was more about how many people died... and there was this statue next to it to resemble how many died, and two guys from my school were hitting it and like "Oh it's made of plastic lol lol stupid fucks". I blew up. I don't think I've ever been so angry in my life, I swear I would've hit them if I wasn't getting weird looks off people. UGH! How can anyone be that fucking disrespectful?! It's surprising just how many don't care... all I can say is that, no I won't cause I hate that word. Anyway, was just walking round that section on my own, welling up with tears every few seconds and shaking with emotion. Properly shaking! It felt weird and was not in any way pleasant. Mr Eastwood came up to me when I was pretty much at my worst - there was a child's teddy bear, which doesn't sound too bad but it was - and was like "You okay kiddo?". I responded with blubs and sobs... was kinda embarrassing. I noticed he stayed clear of me after that, woops :S Oh well :S One cannot blame ones self when one is in state of utter misery.
Then I ended up leaning on Smiffy in my state of depression just cause he was there and I was falling asleep anyway.Then one of the disrespectful pricks was like "Ooooh get in there Smiffy!" At which I blew up at him AGAIN! THEN Smiffy like followed me around all day... was like "Can I help you...?" Scary.
So lets review today: I woke up far too early, got onto a cold bus with the two most annoying people in the world - no, that's a bit of a stretch... they're okay really, just a little irritating on coaches apparantly, copied Rob and had a bit of a laugh at his stupidity, didn't have lunch - I thought we'd be able to buy some! I WANTED JUNK!! - so was in a crappy mood, snacked on haribo supermix, cried, cried on my teacher, shouted at some 'boys', was followed by some guy, lost my excercise book that had all my crap in it... not good :S, got back on crappy coach, got home, missed Obama's speech (NOOOOOOOOOO!! I was really looking forward to that all day :S) cause I fell asleep, woke up and ate food which was SO good, watched 24 for the pure fact that I feel that if I watch it long enough Jack Bauer might become a REAL person! YAY!! I know it won't happen but plergh. And here we are... me ranting about my shitty day and you slowly edging away from your monitor because you're scared I'll come to your house and cry all over you then shout at you for either being disrespectful or irritating :D Maybe not but whatever... Urgh.
Sorry if I ruined your day full of niceties.
Laterss xx
Monday, 19 January 2009
Monday 19th - Kinda mixed... I'm not really too sure on how I feel :S
Why do Mondays exist? They do nothing apart from make people feel like shit, or worse than normal, or whatever. Especially when they start with double chemistry. 100 minutes of a mouse rambling about moles and atomic numbers, which I miraculously understood for once. Most of the time I'm like "Wha-?" But anyway, just because I got it, did not mean I enjoyed it, in fact it sucked, just like all my chemistry lessons, because Mrs Bentley has no idea what the hell comes out of her mouth. It's just string upon string of complete jibberish wafting towards my ears, yet my lobes are incapable of picking up mouse frequencies! So it just moves on too everyone else who are like "Oh, it all makes sense now!" Yeah right bizatches :( Hmph.
The rest of my lessons were okay, I mean aerobics is always a laugh :P Even if I did have to cut out the lesson to cheer up one of my friends, who was uber upset because some pathetic whore is just being a selfish nob and acting like a complete prick to the people who should matter most to her. Instead she just spends her days licking the face of her retard boyfriend whose a complete dick anyways! UGH people annoy me so much >:(
Other than that it has been a pretty fricking good day :D Had a rave to Fall Out Boy (&th March :D SQUEE) in the morn with Rio, whilst talking about crazy liver sheets, the amounts of weird looks we get everyday and other such things that we blab on about. Seriously, I shall skim over some of them: Slugs on sticks, Sheep, Monoboobs, Softness of lips, Biting noses, Being dead whilst lying, The YES game which neither of us have ever accomplished, much much random crapples... I do love that girl :L
Also, was my sister's birthday so she came over and opened her gargantuan pressie of a magimix (whatever the fuck that is... Like a blender for giants by the look of it, its freaking HUGE!) But yeah I got to sit in the box it came in :D I live a simple life. Then I watched 1408 which is an AMAZING film, I loved it muchly... but maybe that's 'cause I've been stangely in love with John Cusack since he voiced Dimitri in Anastacia O_o Anyways... it also has that dude in it, my mind's gone blank... damn whats his name?! Ermmmm the guy with the snakes and the planes... and was a jedi knight I think... Samuel L Jackson? Yeah you can work him out from that I'm sure :P
Ah well... I should be going seeing as I have to wake up in 5 hours and 5 minutes to go to London to look at some bombs from 50 years ago whilst putting up with chavs and slags... FUN! Wish me luck on my History trip... I swear school trips are meant to be awesome! Well stay tuned for how crap it went :L
Laterss xx
Sunday, 18 January 2009
Saturday and Sunday... kinda forgot... woops tehe
Was rudely awoken by a phone call lol. Even though my friend said she was gonna phone me at 1, I kinda forgot what she said so was angry and shocked when she woke me up lol. Then she came round and we had a duvet day, watching Michal McIntyre and Eddie Izzard. Who is the ULTIMATE comedian! He makes me laugh soooo much I cry all the time. Juast everything he says is like "LOLOLOLOLOLOL!" Go youtube evil giraffe, hoovers and.. no wait... I'll shove them on here!!
Oh nope... it didn't work... after copying and pasting embeds and then previewing and editing or something, whatever it is you do with computers these days, it bust. So just go type his name into youtube and watch EVERYTHING! because he is the funniest man on the planet!
Back to Saturday, nothing else happened, the end lol!
Jan 18th
Again, nothing happened. I really have no life. The only thing of slight interest was that I lost my phone, only to be found an hour later lurking under my french folder. Ta da. I bet you're all on the edge of your seats :D
So that was fun huh?!
Laterss xx
Saturday, 17 January 2009
Well I feel like shit :)
I thought Fridays were meant to be fun. Not when they start with whole year photos evidently. I have discovered that I am incapable of producing a smile and will therefore look like an ogre in all photos of me. Yay... :( So yeah first period we were all shoved into the sports hall whilst a bunch of timid little children just stood there and WATCHED us all like we were dogd in a pet shop or something... I now notice what a shit example that was but whatever. Then some fat bloke with a beard tried to arrange us to stand between red dots or something. I mean it was blatantly never gonna work, we have the worst year group in the school. All our teachers hate us, woops. And then he tried to make us look nice and have our sleeves rolled down and it was just quite stupid. And all the slags in our year just ballsed it all up by doing stupid stuff... and then there's this girl called Laura standing not too far away who is positively petrified of cameras... LOL. I couldn't actually see her but I can picture the look on her face of pure terror :L Can't wait to see it, get a copy and cross out the faces of all the people I hate :D Ah crap times :/ I'm fed up with school and people and categorisation... it's all just so superficial and pathetic more than anything: I'm going to make other people look bad because I'm so insecure that I don't want them to say stuff about me. Therefore I will act like a complete whore in attempts to look confident. Whatever girly...
On the plus side, I missed Biology :) But then had French and just couldn't really be bothered and did nothing pretty much. At break I had to go see Mr Eastwood about my CW and stuff and he called me Rachel :O RACHEL! WTF! You've taught me for like two years, the most you could do is learn my fricking name you utter tramp! He STILL hasn't got rid of his stupid beard and gay glasses and I have decided that it is no longer remotely attractive and makes him look like a complete gorm :(:(:( SCREW HIM!! HMPH :(
Psychology was a bit bleurgh cause it turns out that everyone's coursework was on like a grade lower so we all have to change it and make it good... apart from meggie and lar who are A* 40/40... bitches -.- Nah I am really pleased for them and I'm just taking out my frustration on them because I have no one to scream at in person atm. At lunch I had to go see Mr Eastwood AGAIN! Which I was not too glad about seeing as he called me the wrong name and then turned up like 20minutes late... in which time I could've eaten (maybe that's why I'm in a foul mood... I have not had substantial amounts of food) and then afterward, I couldn't find anyone that I knew! But then had a hugging protest with Tom and Simon which was funny: we were protesting that no one hugged enough anymore... then we discussed Kathryn's boobs LOL! Which are perrfect -.- Anyway, awkward subject...
In English we read more of the play and debated the fact of what a BITCH Beatrice is... don't let me go off on one again, I got really angry with a made up person from 1955 Brooklyn, cause I'm sad :)
Aaaaaaaaaaand Chemistry sucked. Why? Because it was chemistry. That's allI got so far, pretty valid point in my eyes. SO meh :/
Then on the bus EURGH! This brat of a kid wouldn't swap places with me so I could sit by my friend, I mean what's the harm in him moving back ONE seat?!?!?!?!?!?! Oh I hate pretentious snobs like that! Plus he was like in year 7 or something I was like show a bit of respect you tosser! Plus he smelled of BO, he could at least shower... *CRINGE* yeuuurgh.
Then got home and fell asleep again: what The HELL?! I am sooooo confused... I didn't even feel tired! All I remember is like waiting for a video to load or something, then nothing. Then my brother and his friends faces by my door, then nothing. Then my Dad came in at like half past 8 and was like it's tea time. What is wrong with me?! I'm some sorta FREAK!! Ugh whatever. So yeah, has not been one of my better days :(
And on the depressing note, I shall leave you.... bwahahahahaha :P
Laterss xx
Thursday, 15 January 2009
I realise that ALL the dates on this thing are all wrong... but today's will be right :D JAN 15TH! I'M CERTAIN!
I am still in an awesome mood! It's really creeping me out, I'm NEVER this happy! Although I think it may have something to do with my huge sleepathon today... which was quite embarrassing lol; basically I got in from school and felt absolutley fine, starting watching 24 then like halfway through was overcome with a gurge of fatigue and just fell asleep! It was like WTF... I thought this was what babies did! But yeah thta was at like 4 or something... when I wokke up my brother was sat on the floor watching futurama on like the highest volume possible! I asked him what the time was and he said (:O a lot) 20 to 7! I was like WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH man that's not fun :L
School was okay too... which is weird cause school normally sucks, but these past couple of days it's just been whoop. English was just English really, read more of the play and we maintained our views on men ((ie they're gay and users) Kidding...)
Anywho the rest of the day was just normal really... had a few laughing fits and random shizzle and then winged my science exam after ranting about it lolz. Not much has actually happened :/ But I got a letter home today saying that the school has put me in the gifted and telented thing for French... I was like hmmm fun (sarky) and then carried on reading and it said something about residential trips, so I'm sat there and all I can think about is "Paris, Paris... Paris? PARIS! PPAARRIISS!!" I've been like a billion times already but it's like my favourite place in the whole world :O I plan to become fluent French and then live there paha :D I can't see it happening either lol!
In other news, I have finally sttarted my story... but have lost my little purple book that had EVERYTHIUNG in it :S so can't remember it LOL. So it's kinda going from scratch but I like it better I think... hmmm who knows...
That is just about it... or is it tehe??
Yeah it is.
Laterss xx
Wednesday, 14 January 2009
Wednesdayyyyyyy ermmmm... 14th? 15th? Is it still January? Who knows:S
HAPPY DAY!!
After my state of ill crapples hier, today was happy and full of old men jiving :D Which I didn't see but heard abou LMAO!! Lemme explain :L
Well we had assembly first thing, which I normally disapprove of ultimately, but today we watched this video on human rights that was designed for what appeared, kids in year 2 not 15/16 year olds stressing about exams. Anyway it was tres LOL cause me and Kathryn had seen it before when we had to do some random thing for English (lol really wanted to write England then... like it was a mission from the Queen O_o). So yeah we just laughed the whole way through whilst everyone else was just like "WTF?" PAHA!!
Then in English, we were reading 'A View From The Bridge' and there's this male character called Rodolpho in it (Italian immigrant or something) whose getting really friendly with one of the lead female's Catherine. Anyway, after our little play sesh, Miss G was like "So what do you think of Rodolpho?" and one girl put her hand up and said she thought he was really nice and sweet, and like the WHOLE class agreed with her, excluding my group. Then miss was like "Girls, what do you think? Id he suspicious and just trying to get her to marry him so he can legally live in New York?" We all nodded and were just like "Yeah he's a complete twat (obviously not saying those exact words tehe)". Funny how we're the only people in our entire English group who truly understand men to be bastard fuckwits :) It made us lol :L
Geography sucked as per usual, but I gave him my CW (excluding independent research cause I kinda haven't done it yet :S). Although me and Rio spent our entire break in the IT room battling printers, which was a lot more fun than it sounds lol. Firstly there was no paper so we went on a scavange, then it said it was preparing to do some shit, which it never did. THEN it told us to close the front door which sent us into hysterics LOL! But in the end it just turned out that the front door was the bit for the ink... I was let down:L Then I had no printer credits so sent it to Sir, but sent it to the wrong address and LOL it just ballsed itself up in the funniest way possible. I mean printers with front doors LOLLIDGE TO THE MAX!! Anyway I digress.
Citizenship was a bit of a bore, though Jemma drew some hysterical piccies of our group in English, each with swords and funny facial expressions. Though I'm the only one smiling manically, looking like a crazy bitch going "YEAH LET'S KILL ALL MEN! WOOOOOOOOOOOP" Hmmmm thanks Jemmy :L Paha...
Frenchy was okay, did my homework in like two seconds before the lesson tehe, not much happened. Therefore I'll just skip it altogether :D
LUNCHEON! Was a ball :) Me and my friends just chilled for a bit in the canteen and, instead of singing Venga Boys, just spoke the words... which sounded TRES funny :L "Boom, boom..." "Boom?" "BOOM!" "I want you in my room :)" "To spend the night together?!" "FROM NOW UNTIL FOREVER!!" LOL you should try it sometime!
Anyway, we went into the common roomm and the minute I stepped over the thresh hoold, I had a sudden craving to play shithead, AWESOME card game that apparently only me and Son know O_o. Tangents... So yeah got in and AMAZINGLY Sean had cards with him... was some freaky 6th sense thing :O So I was trying to teach the guys how to play and they just ignored me and when off and did their own thing. So then we tried to play Poker with nothing to bet... that one worked... Jack suggested strip poker, I was like FUCK OFF :O LOLOLOLOLOlololololololol... or was it? :S Most of the card stuff Son decided to film which I just watched... it's pretty much me stressing cause the guys were dumb and couldn't play shed OR rummy (who doesn't know how too play rummy ffs?!) and then Alex randomly doing jazz hands :L Ah that kid makes me chuckle.
Anywhoooooo after lunch was biology in which I tend to go hyper in anyway, but I understodd like EVERYHTING today which was awesome :) Although now I can't even remember waht we did... ALSO I did work in maths and got it all right. Was a bloody miacle I'm telling ya!
Then had Physics after school which I got too! Even when Jodie was next to me! My teacher was once again like "Wow! You actually DO have a brain!!"
But then in the car going home my mum peed me off majorly... on Friday we were planning to go out somewhere and possibly do revision so I asked my mum and she was like NO! You can't revise in a cafe or some crap like that... so I sulked :D
BUT OMFG!!!!!!!! WWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPP! Fall Out Boy, Live, March 7th, Cardiff... Guess who has a freaking ticket?! I DOOOOOO!!! I'm SO excited!! I've like dreamed of this moment! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! HAPPYHappyhappy! Yeah, since like half past five this eve I've been grinning my teeth out :D SOOOO uber immense I am overcome with immesnity! WHAAAAAAAAA!! I will never be sad again!! But yeah I was like just randomly (not randomly, it had reason: FOB!) hyper all night, and I was chatting to Simon (Sonia -.-) like completely mental, I think I referred to myself as "a hippie on weed screaming Shalom to my friends; the people I've never seen before in my life!" Oh good times :) But tomorrow I have a resit for a science exam... boohoo :( I can't remember any of it, but my theory is I got a B last time so it SHOULD be all cool :) But it's gonna be awesome cause me and Son are gonna teach everyone how to play shed :D WOOP!
OH I REMEMBER BIOLOGY! LOL! We were doing the menstrual cycle and shiz like that and then moved onto how couples have problems concieving and stuff. My teacher was like "imagine you're a doctor and have to give solutions to the problem". I should point out that me and Jodie were TRES hyper already... but one of us, probably me, said we should start by observing it lol. Then it escalated and I think our diagnosis was something like this: "Love, we're so sorry. We've found the problem; you're fucking a cucumber." We were in fits for about 10 minutes LMFAO!! Ahhhhh good times!!!!
Anyway that's me about done :)
Bisous xx
Tuesday, 13 January 2009
Jan 13th - Taking Unlucky To The Extreme
Me
Now.
I really just want a lot of rope and a sturdy, fairly high curatin pole right now. I'm just finding that I have lost the will to do anything that even barely touches upon trying. For example, I got home today and tried to do some more on my geography coursework (prepare for a large rant on it in a minute) and ended up going to bed for a couple of hours. It's a fricking catch 22 situation because I get set a tonne of work, stay up late doing the work, get tired for the rest of the week whilst trying to sort out and balance my sleeping hours, then am too tired to concentrate in school, this leads to me having to do more work at home, which I can't do when I'm falling asleep, then I stay up late doing it and seriously by the weekens I both look and feel like a gremlin. I really hate it. And much as I love all my friends, I just can't be bothered with half of them anymore (NOTE: this does not apply to Jodie Son or Jemma, I love you guys :)). Yeah :/ It's like I'm currently stressing out with my geography cause I can't think of anything to do for my independant research so I asked my friend today if she could send me hers so I can get an idea of what to do. She said fine cause I was like panicking as it has to be in tomorrow, and as of yet (20 past 11 pm) I have nothing from her. So I'm gonna have to lie to my teacher and be like "oh email must've died" and then he'll put me in detention cause he's pissed off with me cause I shouted at him today for the whole progress check thingy. URGH please give me a gun someone... Mr Jackson is not worthy of life, I have decided -.-
And then just plain eurgh, I have been in mourning for an entire day :O Over the death of an anime character. How sad is that?! I dunno, I was just obsessed with him, and I was just thinking about it in school and just leant on Jemma feeling drained and totally deflated :( It's stupid man. It's all stupid.
OMG! And in PE today, I brought in tights to wear underneath my kit cause it was FUCKING cold and we were outside for first period (GRRRR D:) and then my teacher made me take them off :O ARGHHHHHHHH... I was like frozen to the ball! Damn you miss kift :(
And not much has been happy today. I just feel like shit. I really wanna curl up on the sofa in front of Shakespeare in Love or something with ice cream and junk surrounding me... but I can't because I have to work :( SEE!! The whole cycle of doomk shiz! It's only TUESDAY as well :O Mhmmmmmmmmmmm :'( I want some hot man to come and sweep me into his arms and just sort everything out for me. *Sighs* Or just a really good hug would do. THAT'S ANOTHER THING! No one hugs anymore! I was telling my friend about it and he was like we should set up hug protests and just hug everyone we know for an hour a day, which I TOTALLY agree with :D Oh and another thing that's been sprung on me is that we've got our year 11 photo on friday. On what is turning out to be one of the worst weeks of my schooling life, they shove a PHOTOGRAPH at the end of it -.- DO THEY NOT UNDERSTAND HUMAN NEEDS! Surely they should give us jelly or sweets or hot water bottles or fluffy chicks, NOT (wow just noticed the bold and italic for the first time, so thought I'd try it out lol) photos. Photots suck. I always look SO bad in them and they're so false and just grrrrrrrr, I want to room 101 them, along with Hitler, school and plug sockets :( errlack :(
So I have probably just made all you people super depressed, come join me in a suicide mission, it will be fun :)
See you all in hell.
Laterss xx
Monday, 12 January 2009
Jan 11th and 12th... I got the dates mixed up previous post, it's all a bit WTF MAN?!
Errmmmmmm not much happened to be honest, got woken up at like 11 in the morning by my mum randomly saying "we're going to the mall!" It was really weird cause when I woke up it felt like 4 in the afternoon. Was VERY disturbingly dizzy-inflicting, I was not amused. Anyway went to the mall to pick up my new glasses which I LOVEEE!!! But yeah, was looking around for Lloyd but nope, he wasn't there... ULTIMATE SAD FACE!! Instead got served by some old miserable bloke, was tres grrrr -.-
Erm that was about it, other than trying to persuade my mum to take the car to the carwash, just for the simple fact that they're so much fun and I wanted to sing car wash LOL! But she said no :( Damn that woman!!
OH! Also I didn't do coursework tehe!
Jan 12th - TODAY!!
School -.-
Should be shot -.-
IN THE COCK!!
I fucking can't stand it anymore, I need a holiday!! I hate it, all of it, it sucks to the max -.- hmph. FULL STOP!
Ermmmmm what happened today? Convinced my Frenchy teavher to let me steal back my coursework so Simon could copy it lol. Bless that kid, he makes me LOL... shut up Sonia -.- Lol I was on the phone to him the other day and my mum was like "Is he your new man then?!" I was like "PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT no." Tehe.
But yeah, most of the day was good, but then everyone just seemed to go all moody and sulky in physics (which I can't do anymore now that Jodie's back LOL!). Yeah that sucked. I mean we were playing with LASERS!! But they were all a bit meurgh and I have no idea what's up with them :S Ahhhhhh well.
Soooooooooooooo it is now 10 past 12 tomorrow morning, I need to have finished my eoggerz coursework for demain and haven't really done much on it... OMG!!
FRICKING MISTER JACKSON!! ARGHHHHHHH!
Got my progress report today and he put that I was on a D for my coursework... WTF MAN!! It's a B and still being improved so you can fuck RIGHT off mate :( And then my parents had a total hissy fit at me they were like "Oh you're not achieving your potential" and all that crap, I'm sat there like UGHHHHHH that man cannot distinguish the diffence between a D and a B (which any NORMAL person can clearly state it's a FUCKING LINE!!!!!!!) Hmph. So yeah that pissed me off muchly.
AND THEN DEATH NOTE MADE ME CRY :(
L... I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU AND NEAR AND MELLOW SUCK ULTIMATELY... COMEEEEE BAAAAAACCCCCCKKKKKKKK!
I'm gonna make a shrine to him in my room, much like my Harry Potter shrine tehe. But yeah... gush.
And then my CW wouldn't work on the computer cause the file has officially DIED!! Yes, in my spare time I doctor documents and diagnose them as dead or not. I don't really I just randomly said that cause I'm TRES bored :(
Annnnyyyyyyywwwwaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy... that's me about done :)
Gotta get back to geography :(
(FUN!)
((NOT!))
Eurgh.
Laterss xx
Saturday, 10 January 2009
January 8th, 9th and 10th - WOAHHHH haven't posted in AGESS!! :O
Sooo I shall start from where we left off :P
Jan 8th - Mercrediii (or Wednesday for normal people)
Sooooo, I can't remember what the hell I did on this day. That's bad huh?! I think I had double french and triple biology... yeah I did. No I didn't! I've posted this day already haven't I?! Shit... IGNORE!!
Jan 9th - Jeudi
Ermmm can't remember what happened that day either :S Erm, I think we made random videos and shiz for Jodie :L Look on Sonia's blog, VERY funny lolz! I actually can't remember what happened :/ Was probably pissed off that day...
Jan 10th - FRIDAY!!
Wow thank god! That week was SHIT! I just moannnnneeeeeddddd all week and was like completely UGH! So Friday was good for the simple fact that it was freaking friday! Although my RE teacher did scream at me quite a few times for talking about hippies LOL! Yeah we were talking about when war is acceptable in little groups. We had this scenario about a dictatorship happening in some country and talking about whether it would be okay for a superpower to intervene. I suggested to Rob that instead of sending over an army, shove a load of hippies to the country with bags of weed. PROBLEM SOLVED! I don't see why war has to be such an ordeal really... just give everyone a spliff and the world will be fine :)
In other news, Mr Eastwood has been in his tramplike state all week. I am fearing that his beard may grow beyond his neck and people will mistake him for Jesus :S
Jan 10th - SHOPPING!!
Yay out of the house finally! Today was AWESOME! Although I bought a scarf, a hat and a pair of REALLY nice shoes, sushi and mcdonalds for - dare I say it :S - £70... ARGH it's true I'm a shopoholic :'(
But LOLZ we made many many random vids and found hot men in Yo!Sushi... yummy :) Yes, Sonia has converted me! I used to think the idea of raw fish on plates was gross! But it's actually very cool... the place that is, not the raw fish... hmmmm :S Anyway, we had a bot of a jive (not a mosh, not a rave, a JIVE!) about Lloyd, my hot glasses man :), Ocyopus Pineapple Dude, one of the waiters at the place... very cute and lovely, Jacob, another dude who worked there... very super HOT and awesome and cute funy and tasty... just hmmmmmm :), and Pink Plate Boob Man, yet ANOTHER dude who worked there who was scrumy and rather LOLatious :) Or funny, but what the hell.
Buuuuut yeah my mum screamed at me for wasting my money and therefore not being able to get the bus, and therefore calling her to pick me up and THEREFORE screaing at me :)
Yeah, I hate that bitch :( Hph :(
Ermmmmmm, that was about it, oh yeah and took a picture of myself with a roll of fabric leaning on a table and... it's in a video on Son's blog, or youtube or something, go search it's quite lollish :).
That's about it :)
Laterss xx
Wednesday, 7 January 2009
January 7th - I DISSECTED A KIDNEY!
Well no its not paha its all gone a bit tits up, I mean I'm normally confused because my brain can't understand the english language or something but hmmm, its getting more muddled than usual... day 1 of the new year, my ex showed up at my door to see my brother; day 2 of the new year my vision was turned orange and the yellow brick road seemed to follow me; day 3 of the new year I can't remember what happened... something I guess; day 4 of the new year was a sunday O_o... yeah that's all I got so far; day 5 of the new year was back to school and sucked; day 6 of the new year was yesterday (how weird, yesterday me and my friend were talking about the word yesterday... hmmmm) and twlighit sucked :); and day 7 of the new year is to be explained...
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NOW!!
Hmmmmmm funny day, which was weird because normally wednesdays are shite. They're neither here nor there, it's like its kinda nearly the weekend, but we're only just back to school... what should I be doing? And they start with assemblies -.-
But today's was quite sweet, it was about sixth form and there was this really cute (cute as in "awhhh cute", not as in "OMGEEZ that guy is cute!") was talking about his option choices and stuff and bless him was just so... nawwwwwwh made me grinnidge. Then in English I died of a coughing fit, which was not very fun :/ But we had a supply in maths - I HOPE YOU FEEL THE PAIN MRS J! - which was woop! Me and Chris chatted about Baz Lurmhann which was cool, and our little maths crewage debated my skills as a detective and sainthoodisms if that's a word :S Lol. Nothing else really happened much, but triple biology (2 1/2 hours of Dr Fraser just saying pssssssssssssssssssssssttt... I swear she's parseltongue (LOL, I said that to my friend who thought I said parseltoe... made me lol :L Then I pictured a big toe with feet and huge blue eyes and a snake tongue, which creeped me out)) in which Emma got "pee" on her arm... LMAO! Was soo very funny I couldn't breathe paha, and I DISSECTED A KIDNEY!! It was rank! Normally I'm like ewwwww and am like sick or just go all queezy, but today I did it! or watched kathryn doing it! I felt so proud :L Anywayyyyyyy I'm super bored now and lacking sleep and energy, might have a shower and then just go to sleep... hmmmmm whatever I'm off.
Laterss xx
Tuesday, 6 January 2009
January 6th - UGH!!!!!!!! TO THE MAXXX!!!!!!!
HMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmm... Okay, calming thoughts... breathe.
Just got back from the cinema. I watched Twilight. It was crap. I really hated it. I hated all the casting. I hated the cinematography. I hated the filming. I hated the setting. I hated the idea. I hated that my friend was sat next to me enjoying it all. I hated how I didn't have popcorn or coke. I hated how they shoved in the most stupid bit at the end. I HATED THE FACT SHE WORE CONVERSE TO PROM! It SUCKED! DO NOT WATCH THIS MOVIE!! AND IF YOU ALREADY HAVE THEN JOIN ME IN SAYING HOW SHIT IT IS!!
The book, the book was fine, even though New Moon was ultimate shite resulting in me giving the finger to the entire series. Everything was wrong with the film thoug. I hated her she was so whiney and couldn't even remotely understand how the character was meant to feel and act. She was awful. I hated him, he's not even that good looking and just was dopey and idiotic and pulled really weird faces the whole way through. And the bit with the "fast running", what was that all about?! And then he was like "hold on tight, Spider Monkey"? WTF EDWARD CULLLEN YOU ARSE OF A VAMPIRE!! He's the shittest vampire going, he's like "no I love you, I can't drink your blood". YOU SHOULD BE FIRED FROM VAMPIRISM YOU CAN'T EVEN DO IT PROPERLY!! PRATTTTTTTTTT!!! And he was just wrong. And the whole bit with shimmering in the sunlight, they rushed the build up to it and then it was shit anyway. UGH it was just all wrong. WRONG! They haven't done Stephanie Meyer justice, at all. It was total crap. And then all her schooly friends sucked as well! They just acted like dorks and were dorks and everyone was crappy crap, like taking crap to a new level! And then the Cullens.... OMG!!
They are worthy of a new paragraph to comment on their shitness. For starts they're all meant to be STUNNING! Carlisle was not. Esme was pretty, nowhere near good enough. Emmet was a brute, he looked like Wayne Rooney's son or something, and I know he's meant to be all tough guy and that but he wasn't. It just looked like they'd cast a pig. They ruined my fav Cullen :( Rosalie was okay for acting and yeah okay she was fine. Alice looked completely right and kinda acted alright, better than most of the cast anyway. But I dunno, she just didn't feel Alicey enough y'know? Jasper was the worst!! He was totally gormless for the ENTIRE movie, I was like what the hell Jasper? They didn't even hint at his power which is the COOLEST!! If I was ever gonna have a super power it would be his, its awesome. BUT NO! They ballsed that one up too didn't they?!?!?!?!?! I really wanna take a gun to the head of the head of Warner Bros :( Although I though Jacob Black and Billy... and Charlie I guess were all good and acted how they were fricking meant to! So golf claps to you lads, better job than the rest... though that wasn't hard I guess.
Plus I had a crappy day at school, like everyone was off or dying, was weird, there were four of us when there's usually twelve, was very spooky. And lessons just sucked per usual, no changes there. Oh yeah, and special mention to my friend Kathryn: "Can you see your breast?" "JERRY JERRY" "Did you know, I can rape my feet with my boob?" "Stop biting meeee!!" And all the other crap that came out of your mouth today lol, love YOU!
And I STILL haven't patched things up with Simon yet, haven't seen him and don't want to do it on IM or phone cause it sucks to the max. Hmph.
And I have frenchy work to do :/
But on the plus side, I knew something in Physics today, which was both surprising and AWESOME!! Hutchings (teacher) was like "Woah, yeah that's right :O" LOLZ!!
Anyway gonna go slit my wrists after a shite day.
Laterss xx
Monday, 5 January 2009
January 5th - Not The Best Start To The New Year Avec Le College, I must Confess :(
Bad times man. Go into school and immediately on my iPod came "Fountain of Sorrow". So of course it was gonna be a shite day.Plus all my lessons were shit... Let me explain:
- Double Chemistry - firstly you should probably know that I dread my chemistry lessons. I hate my teahcher, I mean nice person and that but every single word that falls off her lips that's meant to go to my brain somehow just flies out the window. I sit there like totally pulling my hair out while she stands at the front talking utter balls. And I came in this morning saying I was gonna try and get work done and understand everything, well that went well huh?
- PE - Why? It snowed this morning and was BLOODY cold! So the PE department (RIP Coombsy...) say "Hey, lets go play netball!!" Luckily I forgot my kit so didn't get to do it and pretended to be American with Amy whilst wearing son and jode's gloves tehe.
- Maths - should be shot :O Or just Mrs Johnston either's good. Normallement I sit with Kathryn and we work really well together. Then when we get to our classroom we're put into a seating plan and I'm right at the front opposite her. Oh, and I'm also on her "concerned list". WTF?! She says I don't put in enough effort... you can't talk woman! Have you SEEN you're teaching methods. Tchuh!! Oh and also, I'm sat next to some smart assed idiot called Robbie; the minute I sat down he goes "I don't like you, I don't want to sit here... no offense" ARGH MEN!! I mean a) he's never said two words to me before in his life, b) it's not really like I wanna sit next to you either you tit and c) no offense?! What the hell! Don't be so rude if you don't mean to be offensive you jerk!
- Psychology - I LOVE psychology. Or at least I did before my teacher left to go to another school :'( She was SO amazing and such a good teacher, not to mention person. And now I have some new woman and I just grrrr am not too fond of her. I mean I know she has to do the whole seating thing to learn our names and be a little harsh to earn our respect. But she's taken down ALL our work from the wall (I sound like I'm in year 2) and made us all go quiet and put our hands up... we're not in primary school anymore! I came out completely deflated and was like eurgh gush I want Mrs Mico back :( AND SHE TOOK THE PEN RULES DOWN!! THE PEN RULES RULED!! They were this list of what we couldn't do to the pens, courtesy of Mrs Mico cause she was obsessed. But new woman scrunched them up and binned them :O BITCHHHHHHHHH!
- History - Mr Eastwood, I love you :) My awesome teacher came in looking like a tramp today :) But still positively gorgey obviously tehe. Although I am quite worried about him. He uses the words "effectively" and "potentially" in excess amounts and regularly uses WEIRD hand gestures to explain his point. Ah well I do quite fancy him... but shhhhh lol. Anyway... we started our second coursework au jord'hui (oh damn got some french work to do :S) but yeah, we have to fit CW a whole topic and super huge revision into something like 4 months. I don't quite see it happening Eastie :S He says it'll be fine but, the man had a full on beard and was wearing his glasses and not looking his usual beaut self. Not that I'm not for the rugged look, he kinda pulled it off but hmmmm :/ Whatever I'm rambling.
All in all it has NOT been a good day... So I got in and watched PS I Love You... probably not the best of moves... my rents got home from work and I was just sobbing on the sofa with tissues and chocolate and looking like I'd been smacked many a time across the face and punched very hard in both eyes. What a sight :)
That's it for today dudes... more ramblings tomorrow... or possibly today if I do my homeyworky in which case there may just have to be a victory message bwahahahaha :D
Laterss xx
Sunday, 4 January 2009
January 4th - Day before school
Ugh.
That sums up my day, I've been trying to do god foresaken homework ALL fricking day and achieved..? Another question on my geoggerz exam and watched many many episodes of Death Note (Awesome anime, go google it and trust me you'll be hooked... L is hawt tehe as is Light... even though they're characters). I have school TOMORROW and have done bugger all. I'm 100% screwed :S
Anyway, my big brother, who can be lush when he wants to be and when we're in public but seriously, he's a shit. Well he came into my room at some time that was way too early for me, round about 1 I think, looking for a computer mouse. I was like WTF?! Piss off!! Which he refused to do. So I reattempted sleep and he comes back in ten mines later claiming I'd stolen his physics folder! Prat -.-
So yeah I have done nothing and have just been feeing really down and I can't figure out why. I think it's a combination of the Simon argument blergh (I changed my IM name to "I guess sorry just doesn't cut it these days". He responded with changing his to "Just leave me the fuck alone! I can't make you or anyne else happy so stop wasting your time on me") I think its pretty much fucked between us. Woops :S:( So my misery is due to a mixture of that, the whole Alex talking to me again thing, which is still confusing the crapples outta me, and the fact that Warner Bros are bastards! Im still so pissed off at them for bumping Harry Potter and replacing it with Twiligt. UGH twats!! I mean Twiligt looks kinda good but nowhere near as amazing as D-Rad and Grinty. UGHHHHH plus the rest of the series was shite (SORRY JEMMA... and anyone else who's a fan).
Oooooh but I was thinking last night about setting up a youtube account and doing a video blog of my rambles, post me and let me know your ideas :)
Otherwise that's me just about bleurghed out :P
Laterss xx
Saturday, 3 January 2009
ARGH EXCITEMENT!!
You know I was on about writer's block earlier? It has been cured!! HAZARRRRR!!! Yeah I was talking tomy friend about it and she mentioned one tiny little thing about arents and it all just came to me :O How awesome right? I love it when stuff like this happens :D Oh happy day :)
Anyway... I may type out my whole new scheme because I'm sooooo uber amazed at self's mind... hmmm that' a plannidge and a half :D
LOLZ okay here goes:
A group of confidence men come across a low key actress and want her to join their team. However in orer to do that they have to read up on her and her background to ensure she's not in the mafia or something random like that and to make sure she can be trusted and won't screw them over. This information includes that of her parents; they find that her father, who owns a famous casino, previously tricked them out of their money. They've been trying to get back at him, taste o his own medicine and that, for ome time but just haven't had the crew for it. It trns out that the father of the actress is a complte bastard in real life but lush to his family at home, who kno nothing of his previous dealings and his methods of work.The con men tell the actress of this in the hopes that she becmes angry at her father and agrees to their advances f better money for the workshe loves... Of course she agrees and together they plot to override her father.
That last line is real chesesey but BWAHAHAHAHA je l'aime :)
I will keep you updated with character lists and other shizzle and of course will be keeping to my diary entries :D (which I hope you're all enjoying :P)
Laterss xx
S-FINGERS!!
I tried uploading Saladoio filanges but they didn't work :( GUSH!!! It was such an epic fail :(
Anyway just go and watch it on youtube, or don't cause he goes all schitzo in the later episodes which freaked me out... whatever, they just make me lol a lot :)
Laterss xx
January 3rd - Geez I've been craving writing on this blog thing for hours :L It's ADDICTIVE!
Okay, so it's only 10 past 5 but I was bored of geography homework/coursework (Can you believe it? My geoggers teacher, Mr Jackson, set us an exam to do for homework over Christmas (CHRISTMAS!!) and to go over our coursework... that man is such a twat juggler -.-) But yeah... I did like the first question and was like "Ah fuck it, I can't be assed man!"
And then my mum was like screaming at me for 20 minutes claiming that I use my house as a hotel or something and that I need to show more of an interest in the family?
WTF?!
Ugh I can't stand that woman! She's such an arse!! Crap tumbles out of her mouth, she's just shouting at me so she can have something to do, I mean she doesn't do it to my brother or my dad, so why me? Ugh I hate.
Other than that, I feel super weird :S I got up at like 2.30 and within an hour and a half it was starting to get dark, my body clock is feeling dizzy, I can tell you. I was sat in my room with Jeff Buckley playing lol and my head was kinda like "What, dude it's like night time and I only got up like - wha-?" and it's hurting :S
Also, this guy that I had a crush on like aggggesss ago has recently starting talking to me again and it's weird because we didn't say two words to each other for like half a year and now suddenly... I dunno man it's weird. And I dunno if I still like him soooo :/ ultimate mehhhhh.
And yesterday, I had a go at like my best friend, Simon, on IM... and now he's in a piss with me even though I did say sorry (AND MEANT IT) like a billion times after but hey he's not having any of it. Dammit, I've already screwed someone close to me over and it's only day three :( I am a bad person :( Hmmmm, the knives are back... :/
Why can I not make anything work out for myself? Love = non existant, I swear I repulse men or something, they all reject me. School work = dying... Year 7 I was SOO keen to learn I was like a true beaner and just did everything on time and fricking cared! 5 years on I have given up completely even though I hav like 15 hundred exams at the end of the year, I just can't be bothered. I don't have the patience or the self motivation anymore and get stressed out SO much, so then say "fuck it, I don't want to" when I haven't even tried... which is so stupid but meurgh I just can't be arseeeeddddddd. Friendship = well as previously read, the whole simon thing... bad times man. I might just go and hug him for an hour on monday... And then with my girls, there are like 12 of us or something and I adore them all they're such babes! But some of them are goin to college at the end of the year and I dunno, just don't seem as close to the rest of us anymore... I try to talk to them but find I actually can't :'( And with my other friends, they're always like doing stuff together and it's either I can't make it or somehow end up not being involved and it bugs me man because I feel like I'm drifting away from them and I don't want that to happen :( ARGHHHHH! Family = SUCKS! That's all there is to it... I don't like spending time with them. That's it, the whole story. Bad huh? ITunes = is being gay! I was uploading a CD, or trying to at least and it wouldn't do it so I went onto my computer and tried to it manually and it still didn't work when I tried to drag them in. Which was gay. And now my cursor has a huge opaque block next to it saying 27 songs mp3 AND IT WON'T GO AWAY!!
AND I have writers block. I really wanna write a story about a group of confidence men and a low key actress that they hire for some really big schme they've got going. Problem is I can't think of the big scheme. I was watching Ocean's 13 and I really liked the idea of using the casino and gambling and stuff. But eugh I just can't think, so if any of you guys have any little 'ooh that could work''s them comment this post and I will take it all on board and try and do it, and shove it on the new blog I am going to create of all my story typey things :D Cheers guys.
Laterss xx
YAY TO THE MAX!!
YAYYYYYYYY
I've found a OTH viewering sitems and its FREE!!
YAYYYYYYYY
Oh lordy I am SO happy... I really wanna scream in joy but its half one in the morning and my parents are the kind to get pissy...
Hmmmm, just noticed, I actually AM nocturnal... no wait I'm not. Um, lemme just explain write to myself cause I actually have brain block and can't think... my excuse? IT'S FREAKING 1.30 DUDE!
Okay, New Year's I went to bed at half 5... or would that mean I went to bed on New Year's Day... anyway, the day after that... no the same day... no wait the day after I went to bed at 7.15... and now I'm not going to bed and its 1.30... I'm really confused about the days though. That's not good... I'm freaking 15 and in top classes for most subjects (I really don't mean that snobbishly, I'm just emphasizing that I SHOULD be able to do this!) and I can't figure out days of the week. MID TEEN CRISIS!!! I'M A FAILLLUUUUUUURRRRRRREEEEE!!! :( Gush gush :(
But I don't sleep in the day, so I can't be nocturnal... I'm just insomniac!
Oh revelation, brain is clear again, get the bubbly out, mince pies all roundddd! Mmmmm, that sounds good :)
But seeing as I'm an insomniac, I can't sleep and without sleep we die in like 3 weeks or something... so in three weeks I'm going to die. Shit :/
Once again :( gush gush :(
BUT OTH!!
IT WORKS!
I CAN WATCH IT AGAIN!
Awh, I've missed the faces of Chad Michael Murray and James Lafferty so much over the past week, it's been torturous... hmmmmm =]
Anyway, I'm still really bored and have nothing better to do so I'm just gonna blog to myself cause the only comments I'm getting are from Son, who I told to go on this thing anyways LOL! How do you view other people's profiles and blogs anyway? I really don't get this messaging/blogging system its weird. SON REPLY TO THIS AND EXPLAIN TO MEEEEEEE!
Right, I'm gonna go and voir my little onscreen buddies in the loves and lives of the one, the only, ONE FREAKING TREE HILL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Laterss xx
PS If I'm feeling extra nice then I may write Bisous xx which is what French people shove at the end of emails and basically means X... je pense... ah well: Bisous xx
PPS extra nice ;)
Despite the fact I'm certain this is all wrong, I just wanted to do a post in french because that's the silly type of thing that I do :)
Bisous xx
In Which I Ramble... I'm Not Even Sure Why This Is On Here :S
And whilst we are on the subject of music, I would like to say iTunes is a fooking tit and I hate him :) e won't let me upload my Fall Out Boy CD or my Motion City Soundtrack CD and just ARGH! He should die.
That's me about done... But I'll be doing me little diary thingamabob later on, along with downloads of Salad Fingers (LOLZ) so yeeeeeeerrrrrrrr... in a bizzle shizzle
Laterss xx
Friday, 2 January 2009
I'm Just Angry At TV And Need To Rant... Probably Best To Ignore...
ANYWAY!! One Tree Hill pretty much keeps me sane, I love the fact that I can just go and pretend to live the lives of the characters and forget about mine, it's refreshing and peaceful and helpful and YAYS I just adore it :)
So when I went away for Christmas (Yeah I'm lucky and its awesome, I recommend it) I put OTH on series link to be recorded so I could have a huge marathon when I got back, but no! There had to be a fucking powercut didn't there! ARGHHHHHHH! I almost cried! Laugh you may but seriously, I was on my period and you know how it is, unless you're male and then I HATE YOU you get it so easy!! All that happens to you is you get kicked in the bollocks a couple of times in your lifetime, us girls... try squeezing a phoetus out your cervix mate!! UGH!
Sorry, tangents right? yeah, the powercut has prevented me from my life support :'( and I've been trying to find it online but it either doesn't exist or doesn't work :( And today, when I was shopping I saw season 2 which is the one I missed on DVD for like £20... SOOOOOOOO tempted. But yeah sad face :(
Anyway, if anyone knows a link and just so happens to read this then fricking email me or post or whatever would be much appreciated and you'll be my best friend for life :D
Wow... good to get that off my chest :P
Laterss xx
January 2nd - and written on the same day... REVELATION!!
January 2:
Well after only just nodding off at quarter past seven this morn we, me Son and "our Jodderz" tehe, got up at about half one. I'm SHATTERED!!
But yeah woke up and my mum told me I had an eye test at like 4 (DAMN GOD! I hate not being able to see :( sad face) so we when Son had gone me and Jode got stuck in a traffic jam in my mum's car then were shoved out by my road-rage inflicted mother into what must've been gale force 8 winds and freezing cold and told to go to Vision Express, where there was a very HAWT dude called Lloyd who worked there and told me a pair of glasses suited me. It was the best moment of this year so far :D But yeah... some optician randomer made me read words that she blatently knew I couldn't, I mean why would I be there if I could?! Stupid bitch grrr >:( And then, yeah it gets worse, put orange gloop in my eyes! Everyone looked like oompa loompas for about an hour, was scary and weird :( And adding to my miserable state, monsoon offered me no decent prom dresses and NO NICE HATS!! DAMN THE WORLD!! So we went to superdrug and bought haribo... which made me feel a bit better :) So now I'm at home, restroking Jason my hubby to be laptop whom I actually am in love with, who needs men right? And it's only 20 to 8 but I really wanna sleep :( Even though my dad's tempting me with chips... I'm gonna go argue with him now, its fun to wind him up :P
Laterss xx
January 1st - actually written on January 2nd which would confuse the crap outta me if I didn't know what I was on about... hmmm rambling woops
He has just given me the idea to write a kinda online diary which will be super unsecret paha! But yeah I'll just write what happens to me every day of 2009 and the sad people who actually bother to read this (ie NO ONE) can just sit at home and laugh at me :D Oh happy days :)
It's gonna be so Bridget Jones man!!
So yeah I can't remember wtf happened yesterday... actually yeah I do... I'll start there :P
Awh I'm so proud haha!!
January 1st:
Okay so at 12 I was awake obviously because it was New Year's :D But sadly I wasn't cool enough to go to any cool people's party type things. So I drank champagne and beer alone in my room and watched fireworks whilst talking to no one. Also I had no one to kiss which SUCKED!! But boys are all arseholes so it was fine :P Then I stayed up till half five I think watching Ally McBeal (awesome lawyer funny programme thing... its on zone romantica; WATCH IT!!). Then I just got pissed off with some stuff or whatever and went to bed. THEN I GOT MY LAPPYTOPPY... YAYYYYYYYYYY!! He's called Jason :) Which my friend was annoyed at lolz.
Nothing else really happened in the day but I went out for a meal with some of my girls in the evening to this awesome place called COSMO in Brizzle :P So yeah that was funny, and two of them stayed over... they christened my favourite teddy bear - and I quote - "Pedo Ted". Damn those bitches... I will never looked at him the same EVER again. Erm... yeah we watched Moulin Rouge and sang manically, then cried :'( Then we made some random videos on son's camera about how Bill Weasley is a sexy werewolf, bubble mongering, finding nemo and why males find lesbians attractive with demonstrations from one previously mentioned Pedo Ted (She's, Sonia that is, on this site somewhere and they'll probably be on there, funny shiz man!! I think she's under Soni758 or something, go follow her she's awesome). But yeah, we ended up going to sleep at 7.15 am (:O) and decided to become nocturnal lolz... That was pretty much it :P
Laterss xx
Where To Start..?
Okay, so I've never actually done this before but I got REALLY super bored and my friend gave me the idea to start bloggering, so here I am :D
Um... you should probably know that I'm completely mental and go off on random tangents, if that's how its even spelt :S, and yeah its just all chaotic randomosity basically... I wish those reading this luck tehe.
And now I don't know what to do... ARGH!!
Right, I'm gonna say toodles now because I just sound like an arse who doesn't have a clue what she's doing... a very exact description actually lolz.
But yeah... laters xx