Tuesday 24th... back to school :'(

Okay I know I haven't posted on here in ages but I was in France and have just had a realy crappy time moping and working and gaining many blisters due to my dad's poor map reading skills... at 12:05 at night and ugh bad times, you just don't wanna hear about it :/

You probable don't really wanna hear about today either but I REALLY need to rant and the internet was there, because it loves me to bits XD What a good friend :L

Anyway, day started at 4 am for me today. Hadn't done my History CW so had to wake up really early, then just fell back to sleep :O It was not good, Eastie was not amused :'( Luckily my friend ben had sent me his to look for and (I know this is just the worst thing ever, I'm such a cheat, but it's only first draft) I just sent that to my school email instead, when I reawoke at 7 :S So that was bon :P Or so I thought... turned out it didn't send at all and my email had just died >:( It's stressful.
Physics first, sadly Kathryn and I just didn't go mentally hyper :( And my teacher shouted at me about coursework. A lot of that happened today :/ I've just really lost the will with it, cannot be arsed and don't have the energy so just let the time stretch on til WAY past the deadline then am fucked and have to do it under pressure and stay up all night. I hate year 11 and school and stupidtyness such as this -.- But Jo Bros are cheering me up with their crappy music :L 'Cause I'm a bit sad like that :L So physics was gay.
Twatso Jackso gave me detention AGAIN 'cause I haven't done ONE map... ONE! How ridiculous?! I hate that man >:(
At break, I lost my geography coursework. Shit. To the max. Bugger bugger bugger!
Double history, whatta drag. No longer fancy Eastie as he is mean to me and forgets my name. Well he did once ages ago... call me Rachel -.- Ugh that man is such an arsehole!! JE DETESTE, HEAR THAT MONKEY BOYYYYY?! What a tramp :( His beard is getting out of control. And he got annoyed at me for not doing CW... well I don't need you anymore you unbeautiful hobo! Mneurghhhh
Lunch, I searched for my Geog, failing miserably :/ Then just hung out with Simon (going back out now, stupid kid :D) and I was taken away from my friends and became surrounded by all of his instead, people I've never even spoken to before in my life, other than Tom... and than Ben and Luke came along, then Liam and Nick so that was fine, otherwise, I knew NO ONE! But some very nice girl called Sam talked to me... so YOU RULE!!
Maths is just the worse subject. It;s not even worth going over. I hae it XD
French was a doddle, just went iver some stuff about bodies (still cracks me up that arm in French is bras tehe... I mean LOL!)
Then just went home and answered to my huge pile of work, ate way too many pancakes and felt sick for about an hour, carried on with work... still haven't done History EEK! but have FINISHED physics, english and geography! YAY! And I have given up swearing for lent, and forced Ben to join me lol. Granted I started this post before 00:00 so there are a few profanities, or a lot, in here at various intervals :L But no more! Not for 40 days! 40, can you believe how long that is?! Ugh...

My day everyone XD
Laterss xx

Would like to start by saying MIKE PISS OFF! Silly rude child who I hate since Saturday -.-

Friday: Last day of term, whoop whoop. I can't even remember what happened :S Non school uniform day, erm that was like it. But Steph was down XD She's like my friend's best friend who live is like Yorkshire, but she was in Bristol and it was fuuuuuuuurrrrrn XP Nothing else really worth a mention I don't think O_O

Saturday: Happy Valentine's Day :( And what a good one it was :'( Granted ALL my VD's have been crappy but this year's was extra bad. Started with packing old people's bags in CO-OP to raise money for Rwanda (YAY!!!!) So that was all fun, then was meant to be meeting up with Simon afterwards, but he never showed :/ So I just went home, played on Rio's wii which is just the funniest thing, I LOVE it! After a couple of hours he phone's me saying "Where are you?" Honestly, what a dweeb :L He was adamant that I had said to meet up at three, not twelve, 'cause he's an ass like that. Soooooo long story short we just didn't meet up.
Bummed around at home for a bit on my own and then Mike (STOP READING THIS!) my ex shows up, I was like erm okay. And then for some crazy reason, I think I came out of myself in some freak supernatural distortion of the universe glitch moment, I ended up going out with him and my brother. Both of who had alcohol. And I'd already had 3 glasses of wine and was feeling "happy" as I left the house. Then I just drank more of their booze and got really quite drunk. I hot my head on a stone wall apparently, and asked my ex boyfriend to marry me. How freaking embarrassing :( And then, it gets better! I ended kissing him :O TWICE! I don't remember anything else, how bad is that :S I made such an arse of myself, I feel so bad. But in all fairness he was the one who took advantage of me in my drunken state, I am not the one to blame, he gave ME alcohol -.-
What's worse is that when I got home, I remember this part, I went online and for snother crazy out of body universe glith poop moment, I told Simon of my night's events, telling myself I didn't want to lie to him or some crap like that. ALWAYS LIE DAMMIT! Anyway, he said that he didn't love me the whole time, had feelings for some other girl whose just the prettiest damn thing going, and broke up with me. Yay :( I went to bed after that, or rather cried myself to sleep :/ Not good stuff :(

Sunday: Woke up, realised I had just been dumped the night before or on VALENTINE'S DAY! So much for love, realised I had quite a bad hangover, and went back to sleep. Reawoke like 2 hours later feeling like my head was actually there this time, and then cried. And didn't stop crying all day. Granted I made a playlist of all the sad songs on my iTunes, watched Titanic, The Notebook, and PS I Love You, but that's just not the point. It was actually like the worst day of my life. I tried to talk to Simon but it didn't go too well. I got angry at myself, blocked him, regretted it, unblocked him, cried some more, the general cycle of the dumpee. Or is the dumpee the one who dumped? Oh I dunno whatever, I felt rather depressed :(

Monday: Due to state of immense misery, did no work and played on Rockband instead in attempts to make myself feel better. Spent all day mentally hitting myself a lot seeing as I was all out of tears and was entering stage of moping and regretting rather than sadness. All in all, another crap day to add to my holiday collection.

Tuesday: Packed and tidied all day. Going to France tomorrow, I can't wait to get away from it all. 4 days of isolation, let the phasing out process commence I say XD Have been a bit mindless really today. Haven't thought about anything and can't remember doing anything other than clean and watch X-men. :S. I guess it's kind of a good thing though, meant I didn't have to feel bad. I dunno :/ But I have to get up at 5:30 tomorrow :'( KILL ME NOW!!

Well I guess I'd best be off.
Feel sorry for me :D
Laterss xx

HAPPY 200TH CHARLES D XD

Guys go on Google today, it's Charles Darwin's 200th Birthday! Awh bless him... he's still going strong from the grave :D Um, that was it MDR (MDR! It's what French people say instead of LOL it means mort de ris or dead from laugh/s/ed or something along those lines. Soooooooooooo BYE XD

Laterss xx

OOOOOh PS, watched an awesome film today, called Sleepers. Brad Pitt is hot in it, added to the fact its a really good movie anyway... watch it! A guy dies from being hit by a hot dog cart - what a way to go?!

When was yesterday...? Or two days ago seeing as it's now 20 to 1 tomorrow... or something :S

Was it Tuesday? Yeah I think so... whatever you can attempt to work it out yourself tehe, good luck XD

Okay, so I had the WORST day history could ever have had, excluding like Titanic sinking, and ermmm, unfun stuff like that (my mind actually went blank!.

Anywayyy, started off with PE in the freezing cold, even though it was quite funny. I was wearing skin coloured tights so my legs wouldn't drop off and then they started to shine in the sunlight. No joke, I DAZZLED :O I felt SO much like Edward Cullen, but I'd make a WAY better vapire than him, poncy arse >:( My attire that lesson was rather comical, it must be said. On my dazzling legs were my PE socks with my stripy orange purple and red leg warmers on over the top pahahaaaaa and then had a stripy long top on underneath my shirt with a hat that was too big for me onn my barnet. Was quite a state really, but it made me smile. Then me and Son gave up with hockey and wandered around commentating in the proper voice lol, then randomly started repeating YESH!! many times, getting weird looks from people. SHE was wearing long stripy socks and fluffy earmuffs, we were a right pair lol. Ah that was fun, it makes me chuckle.
In English, Miss freaking Gregory made us write a pointless essay! I was like "GAH" it didn't even count toward anything, she just felt like being mean and so took it out on us cause she's a whore! With her stupid leather skirts and prostitute manner :( I severely dislike that woman :( So I lared at her for 50 minutes and wrote like next to nothing. But I don't really care so MNURGH! TAKE THAT BIZATCH!
Break :( Break was upsetting :( To the max :'( I lost my phone and nearly had a heart attack. I couldn't find it anywhere... it was somewhere in school, that was all I knew. Sad face :(
Felt depressed and phoneless all the way through double geography. Which I hate anyway; twatso Jackso is such a, well a twat to be fair. I quite truly loathe him in the ultimate sense of the word. I hope a psychotic, chain carrying clown happens upon him. Or I wish him to get very drunk and then choke on his own vomit. Or I wish him to be hit over the head several times with a large shovel, perhapys even a pitchfork in the eye. I don't know, whatever kills him really. Run over by a bus would do just fine. Ripped to shreds by a polar bear. Okay I'm starting to doubt my sanity now :S But yes, he gave me detention for not doing my coursework. Which I have done and as far as I was concerned was on a really high B and needed to do one thing to get it up to an A. URGH he shouldn't be teaching. Fuck that, he shouldn't be walking :( YUCK ICK and BLERGH!
Lunch isn't really worth a mention, nothing happened whatsoever. Well it might've, I can't remember, I'm writing this a day late... which is why the tenses are most probably all wrong. How funny, I'm fifteen, can't write and appear to have dementia and several mental illnesses. That's not even funny... :S
Maths was just boring and I was fretting about my phone :O I missed him so much.
After maths I had... a lesson... erm I can't remember what though. Oh Psychology. WHICH PISSED ME OFF! A load of twats made my teacher nearly cry :O Urgh dicks -.- 'Cause sh'es new in the school and has replaced our old immense teacher they just slag her off, to her FACE! It's dispicable! I was outraged :(
After school I had to shop for Kathryn's birthday. It's a really embarrassing story, but was so scary at the time: Okay so Rio and I were dropped off on Park street and went in Fopp for ages 'cause that place is my actual second home, I love it! Got her two awesome CD's for like £3 each which was bon, then we decided to blow bubblegum bubbles and got it all over our faces :L Attempted walking to Cabot Circus and ended up going the COMPLETE opposite direction. We were down all these scary back alleys and yeurgh I was SO creeped out but she was even worse, so I convinced myself we were fine and were going in the right direction. Once we got too scared we had to ask someone and thank christ we came across some nice woman who took us like straight there! I was so grateful, whatta beast of a woman! Shopped and all was fine, then had to get a bus home. Of course, with our luck, we walked around for AGES trying to find a bus stop for number 1 buses. But there were NONE! It was horrible we were just walking in circles through an empty shopping mall with a random chav every now and then. It was horrible lol. Then we found a bus and he said we were going the wrong way (obviously the bus didn't say that, I meant the driver... can see a bus with lips now XD It's funny lol) And I still didn't have my phone and it was getting later and we were getting tireder (word or nonword?) and creeped out more and more and yuck. FINALLY got on the bus and got home to my parents ripping my head off. It was not a fun day :( And I got no work done :( It sucked.

WEDNESDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHRYN! I LOVE YOU TROMBONE XD Today was meurgh I guess, pretty bad morning bt it got better. Honestly, I looked out my window this morning and couldn't see the graden 'cause it was so foggy! And what with my restricted eyesight and all (I say restricted, I mean I'm blind) I thought my eyes had gone or something, it was poop. Anyway! Rio wasn't on the bus and I, being the twat I am, had my iPod but no headphones :( So had to listen to random converstaions for like half an hour. But I think it was Tuesday this happened. I don't know anymore, whatever. Erm English we did our essays more, but I wrote Kathryn a HAPPY BIRTHDAY letter instead, 'cause that's the fabulous person I am lol. Geography sucked. Yay -.- Break was just whatever, chatting to some people, watching Kaz open pressies, trying to think where there would be knives in the school completely forgetting the frigging canteen :L woooooops 8-) Citizenship was just funny really. We have this creepy kid in our class and we were talking about carrying knives or something and one of the points raised was what if you're carrying a weapon or a gun for someone else, and this kid goes "What if a person had a knife to your throat and told you to carry a gun?!" in his dramatic weird little manner and Rio just goes "Well you'd shoot him," in the total DUH way... awh had to have been there :L French was just French, raved with Strawberry soap :L
LUNCH! I FOUND MY PHONE! IN STUDENT RECEPTION! I NEARLY HUGGED THE WOMAN! IT WAS FUNNY, BUT NOW I SOUND MENTAL XD Good times :L Then tried walking up stairs in green stilts lol. You know the weird little turned over buckets with string attached that people used to use in primary school? THEM! It was funny. And I'm gonna stop there because the rest of my day was TOTALLY boring and nothing of interest happened and this post is just too long already. Woops.

Laterss xx

:O It's been WAY too long... I'm going back to everyday, I don't like keeping it bottled up anymore lol =]

SOOOOOO! Since Monday! MONDAY I tell you! It's just been getting out of hand guys, I MISS YOU!! But hey it's been snowing =]

So Tuesday? Tuesday I took a snow day off 'cause I felt like poop with a fever and bad head and all that jazz! It was not fun :( But my brother stayed off with me, he said it was to make sure I felt okay but I KNOW it was the snow hahaaaaa. So yeah just moped and stayed in the house all day sleeping and watching soppy movies with chocolate feeling sorry for myself and wishing my life was better *SIGH* Not much else worth a mention there... bleurghhhhhhhh :D But I'm feeling a lot better now if you were wondering LOL so thank you, but no one brought me grapes -.- Grapes have healing powers people! Ever wondered why people bring invalids grapes when they're in hospital... Yeah, now you know!! I don't really know what it is they do... Aliens with curing palms come out and molest you in the night or something, whatever XD

Wednesday I went to school :/ It was sucky :( My French teacher looked at me like I'd let her down really badly when I hadn't done my homeywork, I felt so guilty and mean afterwards, it very nearly made me weep. What else happened? Erm double biology was a bit of a giggle, we had a supply so, blatantly, we did nothing. But it's really weird, the temp guy that we had has some weird mental connection with me :S Whenever iI have him, he makes me work, it's like he knows that I won't and just hovers over me and watches me write : I hate it, it's so creepy and a little perverse if you ask me :S What else went on in that lovely lessonage? Kaz and I played charades avec Ryan lol, tuhvuh... PAHAHAHAHAHA! I made the TV box thing to show it was a programme and he said "Tuhvuh?" It makes me chuckle to this day. Oh the memories ;) Wow my hair's gone curly :O :S :( Ah well.

On Thursday, you will be jealous! Well of course the snow was like EVERYWHERE! Buut mon bus couldn't get into school 'cause the roads were too icy or something, so YEAH! Whilst all my munchkins were in colegio learning their wee little bums off I was making snowmen (Or just giant balls of snow, it's EXACTLY how it sounds!) and walloping Katy many a time avec the old snowball, was such laughs. Then we ended up at some golf course with tonnes of other people that I knew, was so funny. But then a load of her mates came and I just get the feeling that half of them really don't like me :/ SO SCREW THEM!! Naturally, I went home and then did aerobics with Rio, both of us dressed as seventies pop singers, naturally XP After closing the curtains of course, it could've been exceedingly embarassing/was exceedingly embarrassing. PAH :D BTW Wii's are the most amazing things on the planetra! we went back to hers and I played Mario on the steering wheel thing which is SO hard! THEN we Indiana Jones'd it up, which was a lolathon waiting to happen to be fair. It makes me grin so. But her wii fit hates me :( It told me I was overweight and then my little person ballooned outwards :'( Gush. When I was doing my little yoga routine though, got bored halfway through so just sat on the sofa haha and my trainer bloke goes "C'mon! Those muscles won't tone themselves!" I was like "Gee thanks mister gay ponytail man!" It sucked majoritorially. That's one of the best words I've ever made up HAHA! Ooooh such joy! So that was that. Bluntest ending to a day ever really lol XD

Friday was a snow day again too. But I didn't feel like snowing it up 'cause I didn't feel good, mentally and physically. I dunno why lol. So locked myself in my room with a tub of ice cream, surrounded myself in junk food type nsnacks and bowls of dry cereal and watched Shakespeare in Love and The Titanic. I wept of course, I have a heart lol. Probably not, I'm just an emotional wreck and cry and like everything. Yay for me :/ But it was soo good, my brothers friends came over and cheered me up to the max. We were sat in the freezing cold around my garden table drinking cheap cider and talking about Paloma who was a French student at our school like two years ago. They all fantasized about her, which I found positively hysterical!

OMG WOW! I have just found out that French people say MDR instead of LOL and it means mort de ris, which I think means dead from laughter or something like that. HOW COOL :O I'm so using that mdr :L

ERRRRRM didn't do much on Saturday, stayed at Katz and Braly's over night. We're so sad and did the 50 states challenge :L I know all of them now no joke :B But then we moved on to their capitals... and I did crap, I know like three paha! Then we ate fudge and moaned about many things, mainly school and boys :P

Woke up to sausage sandwiches today! Was so yummy, tarr Barry XD Erm then me and Katz went to get her hair cut which was so funny, the people in that place are SOOOOO lovely, we ended up talking about UFO's and disappearing villages :L It was a chuckle. I wanted to get some pens in Harold Hockey's afterwards but the stupid place was shut -.- It made me depressed. Rents were a little gay when I returned de la maison, was poop. And they're still being poop and have made my brother super pissed off and upset, I'm SOO angry at them >:( GRRRRRRRRRRR I could use a gun!

So that was my week of snow days off and American states. WOT WOTTTTTT! Yes Karen Roe lol... OTH in case you were wondering XD

Laterss xx

Ermmm.

Okay, I feel really strange. Like elated/frustrated/confused/weird/let down/sob. And it is not good. But I shall get to that later. Firstly I would like to say SNOW!
Yes, it freaking nowed this fine morrow! Was aweeeeeeesssssssssome I was so happy! Me Rio and Tom, my mini little ginger friend in the year below me, he's quite the legendary fella tbh XD we had a snowball fight, then gave up 'cause it was too cold, decided to make a snowman, then got too cold again, so just ran around like loonies for a bit. Then I made a snow angel on my larry, and Tom gave it a penis. Was so upsetting lol.
Notice how I'm not even talking about school, it's not worth a mention anymore!
So, moving onto my state of I-have-no-idea-what-the-fuck-is-up-with-my-brain: I was on msn tonight after a Rwanda meeting, and I was feeling bummed 'cause its getting nearer to Valentine's Day and I'm the sad girl who cries, you all know her, its the one you laugh at whilst you're off with your hot dates on hot dates :( Also the snow was so romantic, and made me miss my last relationship and I just miss that feeling :( Anyway, Simon came online, and i told him how I felt, like I always do... and it was a weird convo... I'm tempted to just post it... in fact I will. Make of it what you will. Though I find it embarrassing as I have tried not to be admitting these feeling to myself 'cause I don't want them to be there, or be real 'cause they suck and I just hate it :( GO:

Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
hey
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
hey
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
u ok?
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
i guess
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
you?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
ill
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
u wanna talk about it hun?
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
why not
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
i'm just sick of it really...
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and i'm tired of not having anyone
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and then i try not to care and be all "i'm an independent single woman and its fine"
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
which is just plain lying
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i know the feeling (not being a woman) being lonely n sick of it
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:

Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i'm sorry hun
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i rly am
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
x
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
*huggss cos i luv u*
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
*n will do no matter what*
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
yeah but you have to say that
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
doesn't include meaning it though
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
but there's a difference
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i do mean it
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
x
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
no you don't
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
you have to say it cause i feel crappy
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i do!!!!
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
sarah,
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and just happen to be moaning on you
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i love you
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
actually enough to mean in more than just a friendship way
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
if u died i would follow
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i love you
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
stop it
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
its shit simon
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
what?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:

Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:

Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i mean it
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
that's why i'm tyrnna press it
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
u hav no frikin idea how much i love you
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
thats bollocks
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and whats worse is you fucking knkow it!
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
the other night sarah,
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
u know i was like
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
trynna say somethin
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
but then i stopped myself
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
...?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
do u remember that?
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
whan?
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
what?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
the other nitw
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i sed ive got somethin to tell u
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
n then i jst sed nvm
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
??
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
oh... okay
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
what, was it
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i was a lil confused
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
but honestly
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i was thinkin bout askin you out
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
what?!
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
okay this is starting to cheer me up...
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
but, as you said, you were a little confused
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
yeah cos,
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
some1 else kinda told me they like me n stuff
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
n it was gettin confusin
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
but the thing is
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i love you
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
and
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
maybe
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
tessa w
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:

Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
sorry
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
but i do love you
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i mean it
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
okay, now i'm confused
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
whats going on?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i'm trynna work out where i am
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
n hoo i love more
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
u or tessa
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:

-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
what happened to bex?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
nt happenin
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
won't happen
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
still, you can't move on from someone that quickly
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
it just doesn't work that way
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i know
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
like i sed
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i'm trynna think things through
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
so what you're feeling about either me or tessa is probably just like side effects of that
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
noooooo
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
no
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
:?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i hope nt
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
doubt it
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:

-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
what?!
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
simon, you were properly head over heels in love with her, last time i checked
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
yeah
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
that was like 2 weeks ago
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
maybe more
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
2 weeks hun, is not a long time
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and, from experience, its just not enough time to get over someone in
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
well then
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
give me time
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
sadly
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
lemme see how much i rly love u
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
cos i do
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
atleast a measurable amount!
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
x
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
for how long though...?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
2 more weeks
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
:?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
*
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i dunno
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
whatever's natural
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
no, like how long have you "loved" me
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
which i still think is bullshit, but whatever
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
like
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
half a yr sarah
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
half a year?!?!?!
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
you haven't even known me that long
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
ugh, i feel so drained
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
its your fault
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
sarah
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i've know u for like over 3 yrs now
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
yes, but not properly like, properly properly
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
yeah
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i hav hun!
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
woah...
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
wow...
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
u still don't believe that i love you?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
Z
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
i dunno... i thought it was just me
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
what u mean?
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
kinda felt the same for a bit
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
maybe not far enough to say love... but getting there
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
shut up sarah
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
u mean u love me or u felt that i loved you?
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
the first one
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
why didn't u tell me?
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
cause it was stupid
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and its you
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and no its not stupid, that sounds horrib;e
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
charming.
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
i meant, i thought it would be stupid to say that to you
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
why?
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
cause i thought that you way out of my league
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and you are
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
wtf?!
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
hell no!!!
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and i didn't have the confidence, and i'm scared of rejection
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
and i could just see it going wrong
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
like i sed
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i would never reject u
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
yeah you said that yesterday!
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
well
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
i meant it ages ago lol
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:

Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:

Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
x
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
well you never said it wither
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
god we're stupid
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
lol
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
lets leave it at that for now
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
n we'll se how it goes
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:

-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
okay
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:

-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
fuck me a
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
*i'm shaking
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
why?
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
weird
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
i dunno
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
u mean a lot to me
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
don't simon
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
lets just, leave it for now
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
kk
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
x
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
ily
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
nite
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
x
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
are you going?
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
yeah
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
soz
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
oh, okay
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
no worries
-x-Sazz here's the deal guys. i love katy miles to the max. says:
byee xx
Simon FBam BamYes I feel enthatic about not being static and not eating the bxllshxt that's being fed to me! says:
nite x

That's bad right?! Ugh I'm still shaking like 3 hours on, what's up wit me?! Is bad though 'cause at first I was like OMG YAY! Then I was like, Oh, wait a minute, then I was like Oh this sucks. And now I'm angry and both him and myself and Tessa W for being pretty and UGH! I hate the whole situation so much. So Son, you can laugh as much as you want ay my stupidity, I don't even care. And HAPPY SURPRISE to anyone who hadn't guessed/didn't know. Woohoo.
Laterss xx

HAPPY FEBRUARY!

Okay, I officially SUCK at keeping to a post a day... So I am GIVING UP! And I'll just post randomly when I feel like it, which will probably be daily anyway, but I don't like this pressure! 'Cause I'm breaking my promises :O :( That is NOT good homies! Homies? Wtf... here's my weekend.

Friday 2... 30?

Whatever the date was, twas a good day. It was non school uniform for us big people in year 11, and guess what I wore, whilst everyone else was making an effort in their attire? WELLIES! I spent the entire day going "WELLIES!" in this really weird voice at random intervals throughout lessons, getting some exceedingly weird looks off cool people and then my friends just lolling at me in my welly based crazed state! It was AWESOME XD Ermmmm yeah, rest of the day was fab! Me and Rio had to get a camera from this bloke (who looked like an old, grumpy, pedophilic scary dude, but turned out to be lush, he was so nice bless him) because we're making a DVD to send to our link school in Rwanda 'cause we're going this summer... SO EXCITED! So yeah, we were walking round school with this camera and she randomly filmed me... and my hair was SOOOOO very red, like not even ginger red like normal, but properly red like a postbox red! strange O_o.
Test in biology, fun. Not much else to add to that really lol XD
Filmed loads of my french lesson, lol there's random bits of john hitting the board LOL! Argh, nice as that kid may be, he freaks me out. Me and mes amis pense qu'il est CREEPY! I'm sticking with the french mood if you hadn't guessed lol so that was fun.
At break we raved about lar's party (it's coming up no worries lol) and i cant remember anything else :S Lol bit of a blonde moment.
Psychology was dull... but I got 24/25 on my teast which i was dead chuffed with :D We just did more stuff on morals and nothing else really. Although we did end up talking about Jake's cock... amd then when i said "WELLIES" in my weird little voice, everyone thought ii said willies, which was quite embarrassing considering previous conversation.
Nothing of interest happened at Lunch. OOOH I LOVE THIS SONG!
In English I filmed a seagull's feet on the roof. And then laughed at Hannah and Tom, so yay for that. As you can probably tell, Friday was a little bit silly even though nothing actually happened.
In Chemistry, miss wouldn't let me film anything, so I was pissed off with her. But then ended up filming me and Jenni being confused. And then her page of equations. Woohoo. Note the sarcasm.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO after school Rio came round so we could get ready for Lar's together, though we ended up watching One Tree Hill and Skins under my duvet first lol, then we shouted at my brother, or rather I shouted at him whilst she shuffled her feet feeling embarrassed.
Getting ready took AGES! I had bugger all to wear and just generally looked a state. Plus was on MSN to Simon the whole time 'cause he was really upset, which is SO frustrating for me trying to make him feel better. Much as I love that kid he does my fucking head in!! He was meant to come over today but his rents were being sucky, as they usually are. I've never met them but they fuck me off >:( Stupid bastards grrrr, they make his life hell :(
Anyway, when we finally got to Lar's, I ended up in the shed with all guys, watching them play pool, then ended up joking with Mike about how in love with him I am LOL! I'm really not lol, we were just a little hyper. Then a load of people got really annoyed 'cuse some people brought booze, which I didn't really get... was a little exaggerated if you ask me, but hey whatever. Then me and Ben got bored and had cravings for mars bars LOL! So we went to the shop, him in just his socks, giving me a piggyback lol. ah good times. I tried to push him into so many puddles lol. Let this be a lesson to you all: never leave the house with just your socks on with me... I WILL attempt to shove you into things XD I remeber sitting on a random patch of astro turf with him, and then going down the wrong road, and not much else. I think they drugged my Mbar!! Those bastards! When we got back, we were like pounced on by a load of people who were like "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!" getting really angry. Little bit of overreaction I feel... we just went to the shop. Ryan, twat, asked us if we - and I quote - "did it in a hedge", we were both like fuck off Ry! But high fives to Karma, a can of his cider went missing... so LOL play nicely with hedges! That made no sense. The rest of the night was really good too, me and Jemma had a jelly off lol XD It was kinda gross tbh :X Lol I got home and just slept, I was tired :(

SATURDAY!!

Nothing happened. Oh wait... I tidied my room. OH and I got this text from Ben which woke me up: Morning miss hangover :D I was like WTF? I had ONE beer!! Ah well, it did make me lol :L Sadly I didn't get any pennies for babysitting 'cause they stayed in. Damn them -.- I need some extra cash!

SUNDAY!!

HAPPY FEBRUARY! Again, nothing happened... my life is thrilling I know. BUT it sucked... Katz and Braly (or Katy) was in Scouseland for the L'pool game so we couldn't have a day of roleplaying like she promised. I was so sad-faced all day. WAAA :( Then I got depressed about relationships, me being single yet again, and Valentine's day. It sucked/still does :( OH SHIT! My History Q2 is in tomorrow! oh golf balls :S shitty wanks. Dear Mr Eastwood, please do not shoot me in the head, for even though I have not done CW, I'm still very much in love with you :) A good excuse I feel! Okay, I gotta get up tomorrow so am going to smuch maintenant... Au revoir!
Bisous xx